My Journey On Earth..

Moving again...

2008-01-16T13:33:00.000+08:00

Hey all, just wanna let u know tat i'm moving again..yes, sorry..blogspot was fun this few years but im moving to a more matured looking, new blog..with pictures, music and other old ppl stuff, haha...please do visit me at

www.uber.com/eunicepui

See ya there! thanks. =)

Late Happenings...

2007-11-29T23:22:00.000+08:00

Got very bored at home...mastered the skill of solving my rubix cube, read books until my eyes get swollen, watch movies and series until the cows come home already, so decided to update my blog...hahaha...with pictures this time. but the quality abit the low cos was taken using my phone..sorry la forgot to bring my camera out...=P

So on Tuesday, was my 1st day of actually goin out...was fun..went to my uncle's restaurant/bar for dinner...it's a very nice place...for those of you who plan to come KK or are in KK n haf never been, can go visit my uncle's place, it's called cocoon..opposite Hyatt...it was a family dinner cos my 2nd uncle, his wife and grandson came over for holidays (Big family we have)

This is mine

My cousins, camwhoring while waiting for the food to come

For starters, we had Caesar Salad with smoked salmon
(yummm, i like salmon)

Main, my mom had the chicken chop..u can see that it's already 1/4 eaten
(too fast too furious..)

Me, i had a huge piece of lamb to devour
(can't rili see cos it's drowning in mint sauce)

Here's another picture of my food..haha

Then half way thru, the lights dimed even lower
n this live band came out
They're from the phillipines but they're good,
That night they sang a quite a few familiar songs like those from 3 doors down, kelly clarkson..pretty good la, got smoke machine summore...hahaha
(quite bad picture again...sigh-ness of no camera)

So after that, drove ppl home and rested for awhile while i waited for a msg from one of my best hang out buddies in KK...*drum roll*

Peter Fart!!!!
HAHAHA...and it's at our favourite place, Damai
drinking our favourite drink, Teh-C-Ping (or Teh Ais in KL)
He's just trying to act mature and all wearing his specs,
driving his brand new black Mafia Vios
which is like so illegally tinted and without a road tax..haha
well, i had fun hanging out with him,
askin him about his "life" and kacauing him..=)

And today, while ppl in KL had their Actskids Holiday Programme, i had a Timmy holiday programme...hahaha...was baby-sitting Timothy while Ai Fuah did abit of house chores...it was fun tryin to talk to n entertain a kid who's barely a yr old...cudn't understand a thing except the word cat..but it was fun, training bah...GAHAHA!!! I'm suppose to be his auntie dy, but since im still refered to as che-che, then ok la! YES! still young...hahaha...

"Who's this weirdo taking my pic? Stalker!"

We had fun emo-ing together...Teaching him a few of the poses like staring outside..

Or looking out the window...
He's a fast learner..
I WISH LAH!!!

Hahaha!! while i SS about making him the most happening kid in town, i bet he has nth in his mind except the dogs outside, milk and nap...oh well...he'll come to appreciate it one day...you'll see..haha..and yeah! tats about all the interesting things i did this couple of days...next week's gonna be fun! and this time, i'll rmbr to bring my camera...i promise...hahaha...adios amigos!! Stay tuned for the next episode of...Eunice, life in slow motion...

Post Insert Whatever Here

2007-11-26T22:25:00.000+08:00

Hey all, sorry for the LONG gone-ness...That's why im back today! i mean tonight! to update once again on exams, unplugged, my last week in subang and everything else i can think of...

Post Exam
Exams were awesome...NOT!! Everyday i count down the days until i finish..Felt so relieved on the last day of exam which was Chemistry, 7am paper...the weather didn't help thou, it was raining right after when i was walking home n stuff, emo lah...haha...went home, terus sleep...crazy tired ok? alot of chemical equations and essay points to think of mah....hahaha...after tat went for CC prayer and practice + unplugged deco...it went on till quite late thn had dinner...after tat the fun begins...COD with a bunch of ppl, went home showered then got a fon call frm calvin asking me if i wanted to go for a road trip all the way to cineleisure to pass someone something...i thought, why not? so we went, 4 of us, talking about surgeries, how neurosurgeons can kill whoever they want and all sorts of random stuff on our way there...after passing the thing to tat person, saw a McDs right outside, the atmosphere thr looked so cool tat we just HAD to stop and get ourselves ice cream...met some Acts church ppl thr so we sat together to get free refills with their cups (kiasu man u all..tsk tsk) got home at around 1 smth straight to bed. AH.....FREEDOM

Post- Post-Exam Unplugged
It was awesome!!! really...A fully packed day for me but it was all worth it...In the morning i went with Ellie and Dave to Segi college for their CF, i was playing and it was my 1st time there...something tat rili amused me was how some college students thr still acted like lil kids...we were in the lift right, and there were this bunch of them, right before they got out, they pushed all the buttons which means the lift has to stop on every floor...i was like "Wat the??" then i asked yvonne, "hey, this is a college right?" HAHA, oh well...back to unplugged, It was awesome!! SOOOOO many ppl came, i thought the whole floor was gonna like collapse or smth...i wonder wat would happen if we all jumped together...muahahah..anyways, if u want FULL coverage of the things that happened that night just drop by Calvin's blog and u'll get it there...[Oi, publicity ok? If suddenly ur traffic increase ah, u knw wat to do...hahaha...] yeah, and i just wanna take this opportunity to rili rili thank God for making all this happen..when everyone was running around kelam-kabut-ing and thinking whether everything will turn out fine, i bet He was crossing His hands, laughing at hw cute we were...(cheh wah) The prayer before the service was like the highlight for me la, those of u who were there for it, Good Job!! and also u'll know wat im talking about, it was powerful ey? God spoke to me even at tat moment and i just had the peace that everything was gonna be great, and that i need not worry about what the future holds and some other stuff which i shall keep personal..hehe..we all had a GREAT time tat night but i stone la after tat, too tired..went back, Tidur.

Post Subang 07'
My last week in Subang was really eventful..

Saturday - PILLOW floorball night...was so encouraged to see some girls travelling all the way from UITM...they played rili well too and we had fun, didn't we? hello? we did, right? right? haha..tat morning Cindy, Tracy, Moses and I went to Pyramid...wanted to catch a movie but time not ngam so we went shopping instead...Me and Moses bought ourselves quite alot of books in both MPH and Popular..haha (yes, we nerds...so?) yeah, saturday was like that

Sunday - Church Day!! which i miss so very much now that im back in KK..after church, went with a whole bunch of ppl to Bangsar for banana leaf rice...thanks to Joel who introduced us..i followed Dr Vinod's car there and on the way we were talking about John Mayer and how his songs are awesome n stuff...and then smth rili funny happened...he wanted to tell me his favourite JM song, but he forgotten!! so i was trying to name him every single song from the room for squares album but tat time i was blur and couldn't remember all of them..n then both of us cannot tahan that we cannot remember so we try every way possible, me looking thru my phone, him thinking rili hard...in the end cannot still so he called his house mate...HAHA. wanna guess what the song is? GAH!!!! cant believe i left that song out...anyways, Banana leaf rice was ok, the chicken was so hard that if u threw it at a dog, the dog would die...the fried bitter gourd which was abit like onion rings tasted good...and yes, random talks about zombie movies, farts, spongebob and everything else in between made tat nite all good...

Monday - Pavilion KL...with Calvin and Cindy..Had lunch at a japanese restaurant to replace Jogoya which tidak jadi-ed due to some unforeseen circumstances..then went window shopping, and J.Co!! the donuts there were GOOD with a capital G and O and...u get my drift...had to queue quite long thou but i think it was worth the wait...hahaha...then tat night had a Pink steamboat at the chicken wing place, dunno the name but once u say chicken wing place, every1 sure knw already wan..reason being, everyone who goes there sure fight for the chicken wings..It would be gone in like less than 10 seconds..seriously. i personally find it quite entertaining..after tat yvonne, bernice and i head over to Jason K 's house which was so far away to get smth..and while yvonne was talking to jason, me n bern were playin with Shalom (jason's dog) SO cute la!! really manja and lazy but still cute...which pushed me back into the "I want a dog" zone...thinking of getting one next yr...see how la...*smiles*

Tuesday - Ampang satay with campuscity ppl...including Elder and Dave!! we drove like 2 hours plus just to go there and eat..crazy rite? but the satays were awesome and the nasi lemak, fuuuhhh, to die for...and its only RM1 per pack...*wipes saliva* after tat was suppose to head down to Sri Petaling to meet up with Joel to get boxes and yum cha but then we took a wrong turn and he told us tat we dont need to go anymore cos it was late dy...so a whole bunch of us who were so pumped up to go on a road trip somewhr far far away had to think of smth else to do..guess wat? we Catan-ed!! hahaha...BURN!! and yeah, it was a stressful game but GG la ya?

Wednesday - Cindy balik kampung and i did my packing...yeah.

Thursday - time to move out...Calvin n Tracy helped me move all my stuff to Mich's house, said our goodbyes, then left to have lunch with a group of ppl frm equippers church NZ...they were all so friendly and i had a great time with them...one of them asked me to go out wif them again the nxt day bt i told her i was goin back tat nite and she was like "oh, u cant come out here tomoro?" so i had to kinda explain tat im from another part of Malaysia which was like 2 and a half hours flight frm whr they were and she was like "OH....*confused*" anyhoo...had my last dinner in Asia Cafe, whr i had my 1st dinner beginning of the yr whn i jz got thr...then Jason Khong sent me to the airport...we were like rushing cos i thot my flight was 9.50pm but it was actually 9.15pm...Jason drove really fast (legally) and we got there just in time..Had to look for a person to check in together with cos i was extremely overweight bt whn we got there, the KK line was empty...said a quick prayer (which i totally love) and the nxt thing i knew, i was talking to a really nice lady who agreed to let me check in together with her...and when we put our bags up, it was exactly 30kg...wow, My God is awesome!!! and so after tat im back here, in KK..I miss Subang, and my life there, but no worries...I'll be back.

KK hasn't been really great yet cos im really bored...will post more when my frens start coming home (hint hint) and when things get more interesting around here...i bet it'll be pretty soon cos some KL ppl are coming!! and my brother's coming back!! and more......stay tuned.

PS : sorry for the sudden long post...just wanted to update about everything...it IS my blog so yeah, STBY if u think i wasted ur time...haha..cheers!

'Tis No Season To Be Jolly

2007-11-02T17:03:00.000+08:00

Many things coming up this few weeks...AYA awards, exams, exams and exams...see, so many things rite? haha...that's why im gonna be temporarily away for this 2 weeks or so just bcos i haf to study and get good grades...gotta be serious, no more fooling around...it's game time...

if u see me on9 havin emo nicks, rmbr tat it's exam time...stress leads to emo-ness...and also crap talking...like now...so yeah...i shall jz stop...for all those havin exams, study hard and study smart...for those who aren't...i hate you...=P

TEMPORARILY...

F.R.I.E.N.D.S.

2007-10-25T23:35:00.000+08:00

In our lives, we meet many people...since the day we're born, we meet the doctor who delivered us, the nurse who cleaned us..etc. but of cos la at tat time we still blur so dont knw anythin yet..all of us have friends..best friends, good friends, bad friends..still friends...but wat do they mean to us? haf we taken our frens for granted? are we being the kind of friend that they wan us to be? is thr anythin we can do better?

I truly cant say tat im an expert in this area..mainly bcos my frens change alot...not tat they dont wanna be my frens anymore but bcos i move too much...so many frens i dont keep in touch wif anymore, some changed, some drifted apart..Can we ever live without friends? every1 wans to belong to a group, a bunch of ppl whr they feel safe, wanted, loved...some join societies, some join forums or chatrooms, others go into relationships...the latter being the majority...recently i found out tat so many of my frens are in relationships again, not tat i dont wan them to be in one but i jz thot we're still young, there are so many things we havent experienced, many ppl we havent met...y tie urself down to jz one person after another, u knw? well, it's their lives to live and here i jz wanna let u all (if u think im talkin about u) knw tat im here for u if u need anythin, i'll still listen to u if u wanna vent ur anger on hw he ffk u during dinner or how she didn't call u...etc..haha...=)

and also, wud like to take this chance to thank some ppl, just for being who u r, being a part of my life, being my friends...in no particular order ok? =) here we go...

You, who made me feel welcomed here, for being my 1st friend in KL
You, who helped me in my time of depression, for the prayers and encouragements
You, who talk to me about everything and anything every time u stay over
You, who listen to me when im down, when im in trouble, for being the 1st person i'll turn to
You, who talk me out of my emo-ness, bombard me with words of wisdom and cheer me up
You, who's so far away now, i really miss you, the times we spent back in KK, the laughters, tears, practically everything..
You, who fetch and send me home when i dont haf transport
You, who bring me to places i've nvr been b4
You, who didn't rili work out, im sorry...really
You, my little bro who gives me big hugs everytime i go back
You, who scare me sometimes but i knw u care...alot
You, my dai goh who has impacted my life so so much...
You, who make me laugh so hard everyday...
You, who talk about heroes so enthusiastically with me every time
You, my dai jeh, who always remember
You, who call me up every once in awhile just to "see hw ur doin"
You, who ask me out everytime i go back KK, even if i told u im busy
You, who sms me the nite b4 my exams to wish me luck
You, who purposely bang into me everytime in church
You, who helped me when i lost smth the other day, and brought me all the way to far far away to settle my things

and last but not least

YOU, who never ever leave me, always loving me and giving me the best there is...who watch over me every single day of my life, you're the best friend i ever had, the longest one too, although i disappoint u alot, but i knw u'll never say u dont wanna fren me, u'll never leave me alone, u're always there when i need u and i just want u to know tat i love u so so much..thanks for being everything to me...

thanks everyone for being a great friend, i wud never ever regret havin all of u as friends..and i thank God for placing u awesome ppl in my life..i believe tat in everything, He has his plans and purpose...so u all are a part of my life for a reason...and i wud rili like to thank u all for teaching me hw to be a fren, lotsa love, Eunice.

How much? How high? How far?

2007-10-16T18:08:00.000+08:00

went back last wednesday for Raya holidays..not that i celebrate it bt holiday mah...haha..well, KK was great, had an awesome time jz relaxing, spending time wif my family esp my brother Gabriel who's gettin married soon..Din rili meet up wif alot of ppl this time round, jz needed time off i guess, had lotsa time to do things that i wanna do like morning/evening swims, downloading stuff (once a pirate, always a pirate), cooking n baking (yes i knw hw to) n havin time to think bout some stuff, talk to God and let Him speak to me..I had a wonderful time with myself..i knw it sounds sad but its true, i did...haha..

So on Sunday, went to church (din backslide, ok?) Skyline was still the same, familiar faces, songs, walk around also can suddenly kena whack by ppl, aunties and uncles asking the obvious question "Eh? ur back?!" haha, i knw they care...And seeing the youths all grown up now, some grew so much taller, some the stomach rounder (u knw who u r..=P), some lamer than ever(yes, you!) but overall they've grown, and it's so cool to see them rise up n take up what we old-er ppl left behind..*wipe tears* "our lil kids grow up dy..." *sniff* =D anyways, enuf bout wat i did, wanted to post about smth else actually..here goes..

How much? how high? how far? These are a few questions that im challenged to ask God..It's nt easy being a follower..Let's say ur in a gang, ur big boss ask u to go kill sum1, will u say "serious ah? nola, dont wan, so dangerous.." NO right? If u wanna be in their gang u've gotta do what he asks u to do otherwise he'll kill u 1st..There is no compromise, no bargaining involved..So, hw come when we're following the biggest and strongest Dai-goh EVER, we alwez give excuses, bargain, delay, postpone..? Sometimes we ourselves tell Him that we'll do it then when He say "Go." we pretend we never hear la, chicken out la..etc. (refer to post "What Do You Mean?")

What does it really mean to be a christian? i've often asked myself..wud my life be easier if i wasn't one, wud i be able to do more things, will i haf more time to study n become the smartest person in the world (HAHA) or haf more time to spend wif my frens doin what's "fun"? recently i had a chance to jz reflect on my life, think about everything that i've gone thru, and i finally haf my answers..Question 1,NO. why not? My life wud haf been a mess if i din knw God and what He has planned for me, i wud haf jz did watever i thot was right (even thou they're not) and who knws what i've become,whr i am, i mite even be dead =S..It's thru all these years of trials n testings that i've come to know how great n awesome the Big Guy is and how much He loves me despite of all the stupid things i've done..sometimes i cant even forgive myself but He did..because His love conquers all..Question 2, yes but why wud i want tat? there's definitely alot of things i can do but are they beneficial? so sadistic meh wanna hurt myself? no thanks! Question 3, No! I would haf more time in a way but i wud use the extra time i haf to do nonsensical things like hang out n talk crap wif my frens, go on9 n watch youtube all day, write stupid songs about hw my life sux cos i haf nth to do...so i'll still not haf time...N i wudn't haf learned discipline, how to manage my time well, do well in studies as well as serve in church..it wud be quite important to learn time management b4 entering the workin world..what better way to train ourselves?

so yeah, after all those evaluation n stuff, my conclusion is...being a Christian is awesome!!! Who cares what the world says about us? "Square, boring, crazy.." We'll jz see what they can say when Jesus comes again n they get left behind while we all go to heaven n enjoy our mansions filled with taylor guitars, durians, char-siew (oh, tat's my mansion =P) hahaha...but still, we've gotta try n get more ppl to realise what we realise, see what we see, believe in what we believe in...If it's SO good kan, why arent we promoting it? why arent we excited about it? come on ppl, we've got a world to save! who can save the world by jz keeping quiet and living life jz like everyone else? we've got to live extraordinary lives and be proud in what we believe in! Be brave enough to ask God how much when He says give, how high when He says jump, and how far when He says Go...Let's save the world! Yatta!! =)

So...What's Up?

2007-10-01T18:22:00.000+08:00

Last week was one of the most challenging week i had since i came to KL...Trials was on, papers were crazy early...i had to wake up at like 5 smth in the morning to sit for 7am papers...masuk the hall also stone for like 10 mins b4 my brain can slowly start to think...got sick on the last day of exam which was the day i was suppose to fly into kuching...was so so tired...when i was on the bus to the airport, i almost didn't make it out...i slept then when the bus reach, i cudn't wake up...good thing this rili nice couple came and woke me up...otherwise i wud haf missed the plane...haha...then in the plane, dont dare to sleep dy...i bought a book called "The five people you meet in heaven"...a very good book, rili emo and touching...very nice...haha

Kuching was good, ate ALOT...met up wif a few of my cousins whom i've never seen for a long time dy and their kids whom i've never seen since, ever...my family is rili big btw so we haf alot of cousins and aunties and uncles...and we haf to remember all of their names n stuff cos haf to call one by one...anyways...

My life next year is not how i imagined it to be anymore...i am put into a really awesome, exciting, challenging position...some of u may knw wat it is...if nt then ask me la..dont wanna announce and stuff...hahaha...well, for all the things i've prayed for, it is all clear now...im rili happy about it all, how God spoke to me and my parents, the timing was jz so good and everything was put into place...I'm rili looking forward to next yr...it's gonna be great!! can't wait...but for now, gotta work hard for my finals which is coming REAL soon...cant blif SAM's gonna be over soon...feels like it was jz ystrdy tat i got here...oh well, time flies when u're havin fun mah ya? haha...

Father Lord, I thank You SO much for everything You've given to me, all the things You've told me, I believe that there's so much more to my life..Please take me deeper, one level higher, push me to my limits, stretch me, mold me into what You want me to be...I want to mean it when I say I'll do it, I want to see all the things You have prepared for me come to past...Hold my hand and walk with me, let me see what You see...Thank You Lord, Amen.

What Do You Mean?

2007-09-19T23:52:00.001+08:00

Lately, I’ve been thinking, do people really mean what they say? Or are they saying it just for the sake of saying it? Do u remember when u jz came to knw Christ, mayb when you’re 14 or 15 yrs old, mayb younger or older, that time u wud go up during altar calls, cry ur heart out n tell God “I’ll do anything for u!!” then the closing song wud be “To the ends of the earth” or “Send me” and u wud sing with all ur heart, so convicted that u would do it…and then u go home, shower, sleep then the next day, u forgotten everything that u said u wanna do the previous night…Been there? I know I have…

Being a campus student, it really isn’t easy…with all the asgnmnts, tests, exams, reports, it’s all jz crazy…And it seems so important cos we all think that this is the step that's gonna determine our future…which uni we’ll get into, what we’re gonna do in the future, what our lives wud be, etc. Campus life is definitely not a bed of roses. But then again, as a Christian, as a child of God, as a follower of that “Dai Goh” up in heaven, why do we have to worry so much? When we say we give our lives to the Lord, do we really mean it? Are we willing to DO whatever He tells us to do? Are we willing to GO where He wants us to go? Are we saying things which we don’t really mean? That was my challenge few weeks back…

The future, my life, my job to be, everything was jz so uncertain…People around me have been telling me all kinds of things, giving suggestions, comments, and it wasn’t really helpful to me..jz kinda placed more doubts in my head…Then I just felt God telling me to push through the crowd, just like the lady in the bible with the bleeding problem, she pushed through the crowd to touch Jesus…I reckon everyone around her was looking at her, sayin things about her or at her, but she didn’t care, all she wanted was to touch Jesus so that she would be healed…and at that point of time, I just decided that I should seek God and hear from Him alone.. What HE wants for my future, what HE wants me to do, where HE wants me to go…What other ppl said rili didn’t matter anymore to me…I wanted to push through the crowd…

I know some of u might say “But u don’t understand, hw bout my parents’ expectations? How bout my goals n dreams? How bout money?” I can honestly tell u, I DO understand. Those were the questions that I had to fight with initially…bt then I finally found out the true meaning of letting go and letting God…it is so important to understand that, cos when we do, everything else will just seem rather petty…All this time of emo-ness and depression thinking about what my future will be like, when God already knew it even b4 I was born…jz seem kinda stupid isn’t it? That was when I started to learn how to trust, hw to really mean what I say when I told God “I want what You want for me..” and it has been really good… God has been putting together the pieces of my puzzle a piece at a time, showing me and telling me the plans He has for me…giving me the peace to believe that it’s all for a greater plan, and patience to wait for awesome things to happen…there are definitely many things that I have to sacrifice (unwilling at first) but then again, obedience is better than sacrifice…no?

Campus life really doesn’t have to be so stressful, I always tell ppl tat it’s not what grades we get that’s gonna determine our future…and it’s true. We do not know what the future holds but we know who holds our future…Well, this is just my dua sen worth of thoughts, hope it’ll encourage u all to say what u mean and mean what u say…it’s not easy but I can tell u honestly, it’s definitely worth it…=)

“For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the LORD, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.” Jeremiah 29:11

He means it….Do you believe it?

Merdeka!!

2007-08-31T15:20:00.000+08:00

Hey hey!! sorry for the quietness this past few weeks...to all those who complained that i never update, here it is!! hahaha...After Revolution Conference last last week i went back to KK for a week...i had quite a good time back home...jz resting and spending time wif some frens...Met up with KIM CHUNG!! hahaha...the crazy girl came back from UK..only had a few days wif her but it was awesome...long time no one laugh until so crazy with me..hanging out at the beach till late at nite, makan here n there...haha...im gonna miss u la...dont go UK bah! come to KL cannot meh? hahaha...

anyways, this trip back to KK was really short...my flight back was like 6 smth in the morning man...crazy-ness...thank God for other crazy ppl who were willing to send me to the airport namely Jason Khong and Michelle Ng...hahaha...thanks so much again!! sorry for the trouble and lack of sleep tat i caused...=P KK is still the same but the feeling of being home is still good...Home cooked food and familiar faces...this time go back KK, did another video again but its jz a slideshow of pics la..keeping it as like my own album of revolution conf...haha...oh! and my flight back to KL on Sunday morning was equally crazy!! 7smth in the morning!! GAH!! hahaha...but after i came back, put my stuff, go to church summore...woohoo!! it was rili fun man...b4 our evening service, ppl suddenly became like lil kids...we bought toys, played with the scooter and skateboard all...wah, all the inner childhood suddenly released...crazy crazy...

today is merdeka day in Malaysia...Independence day la...but for me is study day...haha...i'm in starbucks now...have been here since 12pm....trials coming mah, so don't call me a nerd...haha..and starting last week...i started something rili important in my life...for all of u who know wat it is...pls do continue praying with me too...it's rili a big step for me...i hope that i'll get my answer soon and by then i'll update again about wat's happening...hahaha....this morning i woke up and thot about how much today means...our country is like so peaceful, with all the diff cultures n people but still...and also the freedom that we haf, some countries will never experience this...i rili thank God for placing me in this country,for having the freedom of worshiping Him even thou we're so called a muslim country...I love Malaysia!! (visit malaysia 2007) hahaha...

oklah... gotta go, haf been here for too long dy...hahaha...will update soon, i promise...hehehe!!!

D'oh!

2007-08-07T22:13:00.000+08:00

Super busy 2 weeks ahead...CampusCity, Bloom conference, Chemistry and Physics exam, Revolution Conference...seriously packed man....then the question comes "Why u still on9 then?!" answer is... I dont knw...Bahahaha!!! got time mah now so post la...anyways..i'll post more about all these events during my hols ok? im goin back to KK on the 20th btw...cant wait...i miss my bed...haha...and my mom's cooking...chap fan taking its toll on me....haha...

introducing my new friend for the next few weeks...

Sweeeeeet.....=D

So yeah...till then...Adios!

Thankful-Ness...

2007-08-02T22:32:00.000+08:00

I've waited and I'll wait some more
Won't see me knocking on another door
But all this is crazy and amazing
There's only one half of us that I'm saving
So I'm praying just to let it go
Watch from a distance just to see you glow
Seven hundred places seven hundred faces more

Where we gonna go from here
-Mat Kearney-

Nice song...Heard it on Grey's anatomy and then after tat u knw wat i did la...haha...yo ho,yo ho, a pirate's life for me...muahaha...anyways, jz to update and say tat im still alive...jz finished my bio paper today...Praise the Lord!! hahaha...went thru it with no fear but was freezing cos this champion here forgot to bring her jacket...so imagine a 50 mins bio paper...with the friggin aircond blowing like crazy...well, all i haf to say is Thank God..hahaha...got back my maths paper too today...althou i knew i cud haf done better but i knw i cudn't haf even achieved that without Him...so yeah...everyday's a testimony rite? Learning to trust, learning to breath...Up Up and Away!

Update Lah Bah!

2007-07-18T23:12:00.000+08:00

OK...so im updating now...have been really really busy and i'm gonna tell u everything (actually most of the things la) that happened this few weeks...will add as many photos as possible cos i knw alot of u wan those...keep asking me "Mana pics?", " Oi, why never update blog wan oh?"...etc...u knw wat i mean...haha...ok here we go!

=Alex's Wedding= 07/07/07

Super special day for my dai-goh and his new wife (aka dai jeh now) hahaha...morning woke up super early to go to DUMC to witness their wedding ceremony...was the 1st time in my whole entire life that i've seen Alex so nervous...he was pacing here n there, sweating like crazy and not smiling...could see the word "Nervous" on his face...hahaha...kinda expected rite? wedding mah...once in a lifetime woh...so of cos la...hahaha...then at nite, on the way to his wedding dinner, our car kena bang, can check out the pics on benji's blog...we got hit by a BHP lorry, wasn't our fault...the guy came out without looking...Thank God it wasn't very hard and none of us got hurt...but it was kinda scary thou...and that nite we had lotsa fun catching up with some Skyliners whom we've not met for some time...actually not vry long la but still it was fun...haha...after the dinner b4 goin back we decided to walk around the hotel cos it was a super posh Palace of The Golden Horses...haha...bt after awhile we got tired and the heels were killing us so we left to go back...all in all was good fun...feel so happy for both Alex and Geraldine...God Bless your marriage always and hoping to see Lil Alexs and Lil Geraldines soon...hahaha...now pics!

Geraldine looking very beautiful that morning

Girls with the bride and groom...

Where we had the dinner, Nice place...

Where dragons drink coke! hahaha...

Audrey and Benji taking funny pics half way thru dinner when we go toilet..

Me and Audrey
Me: "Hmmm, when's my turn?"
Audrey: "It's ok...Your turn will come..Don't worry"
BAHAHA

Ben, Me and Audrey...(Alex missing)

I love this pic...hahaha

Hmmmm, it's not wat u think it is...HAHA

Bernice and I

All Skyliners...

Now the "family" is complete...

Posers...After the dinner...

Anyone interested in hiring models? Contact me...hahaha...

=Fido= 11/07/07-14/07/07

Fido is a band from Aussie, they came to our church to perform and to share experiences and stuff...was very good...their first time out of Aus, and it's to Malaysia! haha...they played in Campus City on thurs, was good...and loud! awesome stuff they haf there and then their drummer Alex shared...about destiny...and after that on Saturday they played again at Life Party Rewind....was so fun la...it's a themed service in Acts where ppl dress up, the place is decorated and there were lotsa activities...our theme this time was Rewind, Back to School...so on tat day, we had all the games we played when we were like super young, and all the food we used to eat when we were in school...(jelly, the red lil disc thingy, rabbit sweets, etc.) and then Ps Kenneth preached and Fido played again...hahaha..I kinda like their genre of music cos its like punk rock style...i think..so yeah...and they haf quite cute band members...=P and now, Pics!

The Hub was decorated...with kitchen tiles! hahaha

During sound check...

At The Ground Floor after that...Autograph session

Pete and Jesse with Ben...

Had a pic taken while working...haha...=P

And last week, Saturday to be exact, an "auntie" stayed over at my place because she's a nomad...haha...Althou she kept asking me questions like do i haf a washing machine, and tried to help me stuff things into my bag cos she cant tahan things sticking out but all in all i had a great time hanging out wif her...she's coming again next week and honestly speaking i cant wait...hahaha...she's a vry fun auntie...hehehe...and she told me not to tell u all smth tat happened because she wans to get married soon....wanna knw wat? ask me la...hahaha...

Here's my Favourite Auntie in the whole wide world....hahahaha...
Ps : She's gonna kill me....=P

And on Monday, went wif some Acts church ppl to eat durian...woohoo, awesome awesome fruit we haf here...cant believe that some ppl would hate it...u guys dont knw wat ur missing out on man...hahaha...Okla....i knw it's a SUPER long post but wat to do? so long dy never update, so must post long long wan la....i dedicated my night to updating u knw? take me so long also ah...hahaha...kla, time to go to bed...cos im such a guai person...hehe...Good Night! Till next time...Chiaoz~

Pre-posting Blabs

2007-07-09T15:24:00.001+08:00

Ok, have been really busy lately...not really with school work, more of church stuff....still busy this week so i'll update soon...as soon as im free...

Just let her go...
If you can't take the pain
Of a broken heart
Just let her go...

I know it feels as though hope is gone
And it hurts to think of moving on
But she'd never want to see you sad
Even though I know this hurts so bad...

But why don't we celebrate the moments that we shared
And the memories we hold dear
One chapter of our lives closed
Another opening so don't miss it
Don't lose your opportunity

=]

I'm Bored.

2007-06-23T12:11:00.000+08:00

This is a Saturday,
I am so bored,
I have nothing to do,
I am posting this,
On a Saturday!!

But really,
I am so bored,
This would not happen in KK,
We always have something to do,
All the time.
Tonight is Heroes finale,
Wish I was there,
Can't believe I'm missing it..*sad*

I still am so bored,
maybe I'll go watch a movie alone later,
although its a bit sad la but oh well,
at least I'll have something to do.

So yeah, that's it.
Oh, one more thing.
I'm Hungry.
Haha.

Heroes Parody

2007-06-14T20:37:00.000+08:00

As i have promised...this is the Heroes Parody that me n a few awesome ppl made...if u've never watched heroes n u dont understand...dont blame me...u urself nvr watch...haha...this is actually a video tat a few of the YO!s n I did during our holidays for Heroes month...we were all so into Heroes so we decided to make our own wan for fun...hahaha...we took only one hour plus to shoot this n its with a camera...like not video cam, but camera...so we're quite proud of it...hehehe...

well, enjoy it and give comments la so tat nxt time if we decide to shoot anythin again we'll knw whr to improve...cools? enuf talking, now watch it!!

Heroes Chapter 1.5 - Neither Here Nor There

Post Holiday...

2007-06-10T20:42:00.000+08:00

I had such an awesome time in KK that whn i got on the plane this afternoon, i wanted to jump off the plane and run back into the city i love the most...oh well, i didn't do tat cos then i wud haf to spend another dunno how much money to get another flight and also alot of scolding for free...being the smart person i am, i jz sat quietly in my seat n fly off to KL...very reluctantly but wat to do? anyways, will jz post some pics about my holidays and let the pics do the talking la...i really miss everyone back home n cant wait to go back again...sounds kinda sad rite? come back only few hours already counting down to go back but tats the case la...cant help it...so yea, here goes...

Peter wanting to retire? i always knew he's old...

Oh, the joys of having Yoyo...

Starbucks at night

Why is peter kissing the mac? why is abraham looking at his hand? NO IDEA...

Crystal and Debbie...

Camp speaker Ps. Nicholas Choo

My "congregation"

Debbie n Me

Me n my lil bro, Addie...

Denise n Me, catch u in KL!

"Mummy" and Me...hehe

Melvyn with our 31 tickets to Shrek 3

Picture at the roundabout...Cars actually slowed down to look...haha

What's that in the sky? Nathan Petrelli?
Wanted to do more awesome crazy stuff at the roundabout but no time...
Shrek was waiting...

Trip to mount KK wif ex-classmates

Dinosaurs! and wat was i looking at? ish...

Our very own steamboat...

The girls...

And then there was our Heroes shooting
Video will be up soon on youtube

Heroes Night...Sandwiched by 2 old farts

Jo n Me (showing off my Hero sign)

Boy Band

They were so into it...haha

Me n my 2 heroes...Ted n Hiro Nakamura

Future Hiro Nakamura (bald) n Me

That's not everything tat happened...sure there were LOTS more but those were the ones that were caught in my camera...all the others i was havin too much fun or i forgot my cam...sorry...but yeah, it was SO SO fun...im already missing all of u back there...*sniff sniff* KK ppl rock!!!!!

"Why be cool when you can be lame?"

Do you know me?

2007-05-23T21:57:00.000+08:00

Take the test ya...haha...fail already won't get punished wan...get highest wan can claim gift from me...seriously...hehehe....have fun!

Create your own Friend Test here

ISH ISH...

2007-05-15T21:40:00.000+08:00

Have u ever met someone who never wants to admit that something that happened to them was their fault?? like everytime sumthin happens, its other ppl's fault...Come on, look into the mirror or smth...It's because of YOU...not me, not the other person, YOU!! ish, cannot tahan this kinda people la...Angry angry...and if u dont think its ur fault, just keep quiet la...no one will say tat u r dumb also...why must u keep complaining then when ppl ask about it u go blame others? ish...if u know its you then just say its bcos of u la...ISH...

anyways, tats all the anger i need to let out...haha...Exams start next week...Nerd mode is on, studying everyday like crazy cos i wanna go back KK nxt week n play like crazy..hahaha...cant wait to go back dy...u mite say "What?! go back again?! AGAIN?!" haha...YES! again...2 weeks holiday wut...so i dont care wat u all say, "wasting money, take plane like take taxi, so spoiled...etc" watever la, say all u want, i know ur jz jealous...haha...im goin back n im happy about it...tats all tat matters...

okla, gonna get back to studying dy...will update again when i can or want to...hehe...cheers all...

Back Again...

2007-05-02T20:34:00.000+08:00

Was back in KK these past few days..
Loved it,
Awesome place..
Don't know how anyone could ever not like it there..
haha..
Me and Nad even talked about working there nxt time,
oh well,
We'll see...

anyways,
back to KL again now,
classes start again tomorrow,
mid year exams in 2 weeks time,
2 assignments due nxt week,
1 the week after,
stress, stress, stress...

KK is like a dream,
now i've gotta wake up,
face reality again,
I'm ok, not homesick,
at least not so...

From now till end of the month,
I'm gonna study like crazy,
then when i go back to KK,
I'll play like crazy,
Bring it on!

What won't kill me will just make me stronger..

Deep Waters

2007-04-21T00:20:00.000+08:00

Have you ever been in a situation,
where you're in deep waters,
you keep swimming, swimming,
but the water doesn't seem to get any shallower,
you don't see the shore or anything,
you're just waiting, waiting,
for someone to come save you,
for the time where u see something u can hold on to,
or see the shore, and swim towards it.

That's exactly what i'm in now,
exams, assignments, the water,
me, swimming, waiting,
Can't wait till next week when all this will be over...

Lord, give me strength to carry on,
give me a hope, the light at the end of the tunnel,
Oh God, please come through for me..
THANK YOU.

John Mayer Fans

2007-04-07T17:28:00.000+08:00

Here's a conversation between me n benji the other day...

Ben: So Eunice, you're slow dancing in a burning room huh?
Nice: Nola, just dreaming with a broken heart..
Ben: Aren't you gonna stop this train?
Nice: Can't la...Gravity is working against me
Ben: Just belief la...
Nice: yeah, i'll continue waiting on the world to change...

HAHAHAHA.....it was so cool at that time after we had the conversation...we were laughing like mad...oh, for those of u who're blur by now...means ur nt a John Mayer fan...haha...they're all titles of songs from John Mayer's Continuum album actually...hahaha...anyways...jz HAD to blog about tat..

A New Month...

2007-04-03T22:14:00.000+08:00

April is here.

A whole new month.
A whole lot of new things to do,
different things to accomplish...

Cant wait to see what God has in store for me this month,
Sure is exciting, a lot of tests n stuff,
but like they say in CampusCity,
when u trust in God, u can slowly start to manage alot of things,
from just 1, to 3, to 5...and the list goes on...

I'm gonna lean on Him this time,
no more by my own strength,
because I know i won't make it without Him...

Start of an exciting month.

Long way to go.

Post Birthday...

2007-04-01T17:01:00.000+08:00

My birthday this yr was different...mainly cos i was away from home...i actually thought i was gonna be alone n sad on my bday...bt it went quite well actually...for all the ppl who sms-ed me or frenster msg or called me on my bday...THANK YOU!!! really appreciate it...nvr expected so many ppl to rmbr my bday actually...hehehe...Anyways,on Sunday, one day b4 my bday, i went out wif Nad, Laura, Joy, Benji, Jason Keira n Kat for my bday dinner at Sakae Sushi...after dinner we went baskin robbins for ice cream...woohoo!! haha...good ice cream...

There's Nad making her funny face...Joy and Laura talking...

Jason, Weirdo Benji and Kat..she n keira surprised me...haha...thanx gurls...

This is Keira...haha...

My food...YUM....

Jz now they talking...now a better pic...bt laura like poking joy's eye..haha...

And on wednesday nite...we had CG outing...we went for dinner then to Eye On Malaysia...its the biggest ever ferris wheel in M'sia... cool eh? hahaha...its SO big man...and its clean n white now...mayb after a few months u go there its gonna be dirty n cacat already...it's in Malaysia mah...hahaha...well, it was fun la...

Eye On Malaysia...See behind got twin towers summore...cool rite?

Big Big Wheel...haha...

The ticket booth is one of the coaches...quite chun la...

Tats Lindy...my cell group leader...one of the coolest ppl i've met...=)

smiling girl is Sharon...and the other one holding camera is Nad...haha...

The 3 of us...kinda blur thou...nvm la...jz pretend its the effects...haha...

White n Nice...Enjoy it while u can...
One of the nice thing about this place..The Lake...
The Lake...and Twin Towers again...i love it...haha...

So yeah...after tat, on thurs, Lindy brought me and bernice for brunch...we went to Dome...bt i din bring my camera...so no pics...sorry...and on Friday nite, Ben n Bern stayed over at my hse...watched Gridiron Gang...Very good movie...inspiring...then talked awhile after tat then slept at around 3 smth...the nxt day went to 1 utama wif the 2 of them plus abraham...we went to watch Meet the robinsons....quite nice la..."Keep Moving Forward" hahaha...then met up wif sharon n we kiasu at chili's...tats basically the whole week la...assignments all handed up...yay!!! haha...kla, till nxt time...CHIAOZ =]

A Start Of Something New

2007-03-25T17:08:00.000+08:00

I was talking to my mom last night,
cried throughout the whole conversation,
just couldn't take it already la..so i KABOOM!!
Was telling her everything la,
my feelings, why i'm so miserable, why i'm depressed..
She understands.
After talking to her i felt relieved,
much better than before,
but how come i still feel the tugging in my heart?
the sense of sourness and sadness?
It's like initially i have 100kg of burden on me,
i thot once i tell my mom everything,
there wud be like 0kg on me..
but its not like that,
i still feel like there's a burden,
maybe it's 30kg now,
who knows?
I just wish this feeling would go away,
and stop bugging me.

I'm not gonna dwell on the past and keep thinking that i'm missing out or i've made the wrong decision...Since i've already taken this path, im gonna make the best out of it...and it's true that God has a plan and purpose in everything...im jz living to see wat He has in store for me here in KL...so goodbye KK...I'm letting go of you...and everytime i go back, it'll jz be a time for me to relax and enjoy...and not a time for me to be spoilt until i feel homesick again when i get here...Friends back there will always be my friends, its hard to find good friends like u all and i'll keep u all close to my heart...mum and dad, i'll always miss u both but it's time for me to learn to grow my wings strong...in training for the future rite? I love u very much...

My new life starts now, today, from here...More updates soon...=) All the best to me!

And I Cried...

2007-03-22T18:43:00.000+08:00

I cried.
As the rain poured down,
I cried.
Just thinking about my parents,
and how much i miss being with them,
the thoughts in my mind,
suddenly turned to tears in my eyes.
I wanna be strong,
I really do.
Is it that hard?
Lord help me believe...
Please.

Sigh-ness...

2007-03-19T18:35:00.000+08:00

for those of u who dont knw yet...i was back in KK last week for my holidays...i had an awesome time back thr la...can drive, everyday oso go out...my parents were there...can see them everyday...n now tat im back in KL, i feel so homesick again...mayb it's jz smth tat i'll alwez haf to go thru bt its hard la...being in KK, everythin is good, life is like perfect thr...bt when i get back here, i dont haf anyone...i go back to my place and all i haf is 4 walls and no one to talk to...so lonely...my mom tells me tat it's life and all of us haf to go thru tat...and i knw tat i can do it, bt its jz tat my heart is nt feeling wat my brain is thinking..u knw? and summore im havin so many assignments due next week...haih...Lord help me believe.....

well, its back to reality now...jz gotta stay strong and pray tat time will pass rili rili fast till May comes n i get to go back again...hmmm...kla...dunno wat kinda depressing update is this...bt tats all for nw la...gotta go dinner already...back to havin zap fan everyday...sigh~

Kim wans me to mention her name...so here it is...haha...

-Can't Wait-

2007-02-27T16:17:00.000+08:00

hmmm...since nad n fran oso posted on the same topic about waiting..i shall have one of my own too!! hahaha...nt kiasu ok? its jz tat i haf smth about waiting tat i wanna share oso...hehehe...

I cant wait for this week to be over, and next week oso...some of u mite knw why...and yes!! i really really cant wait...bt haf u ever notice, when ur waiting for smth, time seems to go by so slowly...and when u're not waiting for smth, it flies by...we haf 24hours everyday, hw come sumtimes it seems like forever and other times its jz not enough?

This week is super duper stressful for me...My exams are starting tomoro...wed-english, thurs-bio, fri-chem...then next week, mon-maths, fri-phy...summore got 2 assignments due...sigh~~ College life is nt as fun as i imagined...oh well, jz gotta make the best out of it la rite? one year is nt a very long time, so i cant waste my time anymore...gotta work hard...

And its hard for me here, havin no one to talk to n stuff when i get back from college...my roommate left for Australia already so now im alone in my room..it's nice in a way tat i get a lot of privacy bt its very lonely la..everyday i go home and all i haf is myself...i do hang out wif bernice bt tat's only during dinner or like when we kiasu together...bt other than tat...im alone...its hard la, knowing tat after a hard day's work u go home n there's no one there for u to share ur thoughts, ur discomfort, listen to ur complains, ask about ur day...etc. tats y i miss my mom n dad so much...last time i alwez knw tat i'll haf sumone thr at home tat if i ever feel anythin i cud jz share and let it all out...bt over here, there's no one...*sniff*

so yala...i actually oso dunno why im on9 when im supposed to be studying..tats y im gotta go nw...dont wanna continue otherwise cant stop...till next time, Adios!

Happy Birthday, Mum

Post Valentines..N Others...

2007-02-15T17:07:00.000+08:00

Happy belated Valentines day! haha...well, haf been rili rili busy wif all the quizes, tests, assignments n stuff tats y nvr post anythin for such a long time...today i jz finished my physics common test n after this im free!! feel so lazy to go college tomoro...one day left...yay!! im goin back to KCH for CNY btw...hehe...cant wait cant wait....

anyways, i had a great Valentine's Day ystrdy...it was a really good surprise and i jz wanna thank u for doin tat...it meant so much to me...everythin i wanted to say i've told u already so no need to post here anymore la..haha...Thank You!! =D

N tat day i was jz looking thru my pics n stuff...jz really miss some ppl la...hope u all are doin fine...some of u i'll see soon, the others...I hope i will see u, bt mayb nt so easy...

I miss the Sot Squad...Rmbr-ing those sundays whr we go crazy jz laughing and hanging out in Fran's room....good times ey? Wish we cud do tat again, bt dont knw if we 3 cud come together that way again...

The KKK...Wonder how the 3 of u r doin...it's been awhile since i've hang out wif u all making pizzas n watching movies...last time we hang out was our island trip...haha...dunno when i'll see u all again...esp Karen...My We-Tawd Fwen....=( Kat n Keira, I'll see u both soon...hehe...

Kimmy Chung Mann Yee...I've not chat or skyped u for so long dy...how's u la? nvr update me oso...I miss all the Pizza Ria, Yoyo, Dezert...etc.goin crazy in the car wif all the cacat songs..haha..lotsa songs still remind me of u..knw? Hope i get to catch up wif u when u go back to KK cos i think i'll b thr at tat time...hehe...make sure u find me ah...Or else....

My Dai-Go Alex...I miss goin CS and playing Risk wif u n the other jokers...and the dinners wif all the D&M talks...haha...faster come down to KL lah!! We all waiting for u ady...haha... got plans dy..muahahaha...*evil*

The cacat-ed Peter Fred...I miss bullying u la...haha...and the late night movies, yum cha, esp the one wif kim at Emas Helang or watever tat place is called...best yum cha i ever had...haha...And ur jiwang karat chord prgressions n all the funny songs to sing on sunday...man, jz miss playing wif u in ur team la..Thanx 4 all the encouragements n ur shoulder on my last nite in KK...haha...Dunno if u'll ever read this bt yeah..thanks man...

The Passion Rally band...man i miss playing wif all these ppl...esp Addie...my lil bro...Im so sorry i din get to play wif u during my last month playing in Skyline...u la, so busy, travel here n there bt nvm la..hope we'll get to play together again..and the others, althou most of us are in KL dy bt i dont think this team will ever, EVER, get together and haf a rally again...really miss those times, the tears, the laughter, the awesome worship...Continue to make Jesus proud in the paths tat ur in nw...no matter wat it is, there's alwez one thing holding us together...That's Him...hehe...

My frens from school too!! haha...the not so complete Kolombong gang..Miss all the movie nites, bak kut teh, yen ai yum cha, goin crazy in class and stuff...I knw u all like super bz in sch rite nw n nt alot of u haf been keeping in contact bt i hope tat when i go back i wont be like a stranger to u all...haha...All the best in ur UEC n SPM this yr...Miss u all..Xiao rocks!

Last bt not least, My beloved family...Miss you all so much!!! Miss mum's cooking and baking..Miss watching football wif papa and him sending me to school..Miss talking to koko about serious stuff n him bullying me..Miss Abel wif his funny comments "Can...ada Leaf.." haha...gonna see u all soon..cant wait dy...heheh...hope we can go for holiday again as a family...remember my promise? when im older n working? dont worry, it's still on...the Holiday...haha..Abel, will see u end of the year yea? All the best, Abel koko...haha...happy onot i call u koko? haha...

Well, tats it la for now...quite a long post hor? ish...nvm la...dont complain...my blog wut...i'll do wat i want wif it...*bleah* hahaha...okla...will post again when im in KCH or when i get back.. hehe..YAY!! GO HOME!!! =D

Old Farts KL

2007-01-29T22:01:00.000+08:00

Old farts gathering in KL...haha...It happened!! nt bad leh we all? so fast already got reunion...it was so much fun hanging out wif ppl from KK...we haf same frequencies bah..tats y we can go all out crazy...haha...well, i'll jz let the captions do the talking la...

Old Farts..there are some church mates bt knw knw wan la who is frm KK n who's not...haha...Nat n his frens went to buy some stuff n I'm takin the pic...=)

Now got me already..haha...

The guys...suppose to be a cacat pic bt dunno y jason n ham go smile so nice...haha...

The girls...ooppss....i spoiled the pic...haha...NVM!

Well, tats all the pics i haf la from tat gathering...more pics wif auds i think...will update again whn i haf more pics from more "gatherings"...haha...

so far i've been fine...College starting to get harder wif all the assignments, tests, quizes n everything...bt no worries la...by God's grace, i shall make this yr a good one...=) AYA festival is this coming weekend...cant wait actually cos im sorta expecting alot from this conference...will let u all knw more about it aftr the conference ok? n this friday i haf another Physics quiz...my 1st quiz i did quite badly cos i din knw wat it'll be like...bt mayb the 2nd one will b better...we'll see..haha..okla...tats all for nw...till next time....Chiaoz~

After 2 weeks...

2007-01-19T22:04:00.000+08:00

I'm fine.
I'm updating cos everytime i see Ben,
He goes "Eunice bah, update ur blog eh..."
And its gettin a lil annoying,
so here I am..
hahaha..
There u have it, Ben,
An update...
Satisfied now?

Summary - KL life is ok, Assignments coming, Tests n Quizes too, My brother coming tomorrow, Gonna meet up wif Alex, On sunday is Old Farts reunion day, Fran is coming, dinner thursday confirmed...haha...tats all the updates i got now la...Bye...

I Miss KK...

2007-01-12T20:09:00.000+08:00

Read the title again...
I really do,
I miss.....
My parents, my house,
my room, my bed, my toilet,
my car, my friends (church n skool)
I miss.....
Going to damai for yum-chas,
Going for worship practice,
Driving around in my car,
Being near to everything...
Also, I Miss.....
YOU...

Well, i really do miss KK alot...bt u knw wat? KL isn't tat bad for me already...i enjoy college alot, enjoy hanging out wif my 2 new good frens, Sam n Sulo...haha...if they were ever to read this they'll go like "Yeah Ass Wrap...We Rock!!!" haha...and also CNY is like 5 weeks from now so im looking forward to tat...counting the days till i can go back n spend time wif my family..and after tat come back KL again n tat's when the more exciting wait is coming....haha...the wait to go back to KK....wah i tell u ah, mayb at tat time everyday in sch oso cant pay attention cos too excited...haha...nola jk...im a good student ok? kan bernice? Kiasu!! hahaha...

well jz so u all knw, im doin fine, still alive, still not broke yet...haha...jz living everyday one day at a time...taking things slowly n enjoying every bit of it...and all in all jz really wanna thank God for pulling me thru my 1st n 2nd week here...thank God for Bernice, Benji, Nad and Auntie Linda who helped me when i was "depressed" haha...thanx Ben for praying for me when i was SO down..Bernice for teman-ing me everyday n even sleeping over wif me...Nad for crying wif me n saying tat u wanna go home too....and Auntie Linda for making my 1st weekend here so comfortable n warm...If it wasn't for u guys n Him, i rili dunno how long my "depression" wud've last...mayb longer...haha...THANKS!! =D

And jz now i cleaned my toilet..!! my 1st time in my whole entire life oh...so satisfying after tat when see the toilet so clean...haha...okla...i shall update again another time...=) God Bless!

Home Sick Syndrome??

2007-01-09T18:02:00.000+08:00

hey, after one week here...im starting to settle in ady...not so home sick anymore...bt if u ask me whether i wanna go home or not i wud definitely still say YES!!!! hahaha....i do like my frens in KL n the college life here bt sumwhr deep inside my heart i still wish i was my parents' little girl stayin at home wif no worries, no need to cook, no need to wash n stuff like tat...u knw wat i mean la...and oso despite the fact tat senior3 is the worst yr ever for tshung tsin students, i wud still love to be there wif my frens...haha...but i oso knw tat its time for me to grow up, for me to get out of my comfort zone, face the world and all its difficulties, find new frens who r willing to go through all this together, find peace n comfort in the Lord...i truly believe tat this is a time of trials for me...If it doesn't kill me, it'll jz make me stronger...haha...Bring It On!

so yeah...college life is good...new stuffs, new kinda tasks, everything oso new la...bt i still like it...my class appointed me as asst class representative..which is like asst monitor la..which makes it my 2nd time for my whole life...shud be the last time la...hehe...nt a bad experience oso...nvm la...jz haf fun la..haha...i'll update again la sometime soon...now my brain like abit tired so cant think of wat to say...haha...okla...next time la! laters!

After 3 days...

2007-01-05T19:06:00.000+08:00

hey all...i still feel the same la, dunno why...i really really wanna go home oh...Don't knw wat im doin here...seriously haf this feeling...Missing my house, my room, my family, my friends...over here jz feel so lost n lonely...still...haih, im counting the days til i can go back Kch for CNY...go back KK for hols...I REALLY wanna go home....

well, college life started for me...its fun, made few new frens, lecturers were ok...more fun than sec sch teachers...haha...n everyday i haf to study frm 8am-3pm...in between there's only 1 hour break...i was like "WAT?! in ttss we got 4 breaks a day...!!!" guess tats college life for me la...

anyways, im gonna spend tonite n tomoro nite wif nad n her mom...cut down on the homesick-ness...really hope i wud feel better aftr this...i cant stand this feeling already...dunno how to say la...everyone's tellin me tat if i need anythin jz call them...bt i rili dunno wat i need...i knw i haf a problem bt i cant put my finger on it n tell them wat it is i wanna haf...its jz this feeling...AH!! dunno la...so frustrated already...ish...

God Help Me....PLEASE.....

New Chapter

2007-01-02T14:57:00.000+08:00

A whole new place.

Lonely.

Lost.

HELP.

Post Christmas

2006-12-29T15:19:00.000+08:00

After the last update i found out tat i was too lazy to update about my KL trip already so here's a summary...I had lotsa fun shopping n hanging out in KL...haha...and here are the people who made it so much more fun n interesting...althou they're nt my real cousins bt i sure wish they were..they're all so cute n fun n if it wasn't for them, my KL trip wud've been a bore...haha...thanx u guys...althou i dont think they'll ever see this...bt nvm...=)

anyways...christmas was good...we had SO many ppl at the service...everywhr was people...haha... on christmas eve the YO!s dance team did a great job...all the younger youths dancing...wow...not bad bah...breakdance bt good thing no one broke anything...haha...and on christmas itself, the old farts did their dance...it was great too..i knw how to do their attitude then pointing pose...haha...n also a good thing none of the old farts broke anything...HAHA....

on the 26th, had a class christmas party/ my farewell at my hse...din knw it was a farewell...bt nevertheless, thanx to Pei Yee n Ah Tung for making the party such a wonderful success n thanks to all for the presents...im sure gonna miss u all next yr...and somethin else happened tonite which im not gonna blog about...haha...if u wanna knw then msg me or msn me...i'll tell u if i wanna tell u...haha..

27th we had CS outing n then went over to Hong Yi's hse for a bbq...it was so much fun esp the actionary part whr all the adults joined in..omigosh...unc eddie was SO funny...hahaha...we keep on laughing non stop n like all of us were sweating n tired n we shout until our voice like horse...haha...we had a great night jz hanging out n talking n stuff...

well...i think tats all la for this time...i'll blog again when i feel like it...bt there's one thing i need to announce...haha...im leaving for KL next Tuesday...so i hope i can meet up with all the KL ppl when i get thr and oso wanna spend extra time wif all those back here...so Hi n Bye! haha...

KL Trip Update

2006-12-21T11:02:00.000+08:00

Day 1 - reached KL then went for dinner wif the ever cacat BenG...was suppose to go PS wan..mana tau ppl fong fei gei then din go loh..haha...so we went for dinner at this place called The Curve..went to a restaurant which i cant remember the name...ate cheese baked rice..was good la..after tat super full dy so went for a lil walk thn back to ben's place to hang out n wait for his frens to finish PS then can go yum cha...haha..we went to SS2 U-shaped mamak stall to eat..ppl frm CBC, some of which were frens of my eldest bro..so anyways it was a tiring day la..went back to my aunt's place terus K.O. haha...

Ben at dinner...Poser...

What I had for dinner...yummm....

Day 2 - went to see my room and everything...the room tat i was suppose to take was SO SO small...its like even worse than prison man...when i saw it i omost fainted..haha...well anyways, me n my mom walked around summore to find other places so tat i wont haf to suffer the whole yr..hehe..so we went to another 2 more n they were either too far or too unsafe...after tat we went to McD's for a drink then while we're there, jz said a lil prayer n ask God to help me in my room-hunt...haha...oh ya, b4 tat we went to see Ps Sandra..she's still the same...so energetic, so funny..haha.. then finally...we found a place...at My Place Apartments...so im goin to stay with this girl called michelle..one of my ex-schoolmate...so its all cool n stuff la..then at nite, went for PS...we were super late...sat like last row..Ben bah!! haha..but it was super packed la..SO many ppl oh...every1 oso very high...=P then after tat we went to seven-eleven for supper...too bad la kk's 7-11 not so good...haha...(no pics for today)

Day 3 - hmmm...we went to Midvalley Megamall...walked around the whole day buyin stuff...din buy alot la bt it was ok..very tiring thou cos it SO big...haha...bt with all the SALES, woohoo!!! hahaha...bought myself a few things, and tat was it la...had dinner with my aunt's family then i went wif her 2 daughters to the airport to pick up another one of their cousins..oh btw, there are like 13 of us stayin in this hse...haha...its like a hotel...all the families n frens..hahaha...then after picking her up we went to Murni..a mamak in ss2...the things there very speshell wanloh...haha...
all kinds of weird rotis n stuff...then go home n played awhile wif all the lil cousins..Murderer n the Silent game...they very funny la...every nite oso "Eh Eunice, tonite we play ya?" then until the end only play a few rounds already they wanna go sleep cos they dont wanna spoil their face..haha...bt they're all very cute n fun to b around wif...

Murni's Mango Special...

Cicak Man...

2006-12-13T00:11:00.000+08:00

Omigosh....i jz GOTTA blog about this...haha...Went out last nite to watch Cicak man with melvyn, thomas, james, hong ming and kim...one word sums it all...SUCKED...seriously man...we thot it was gonna be stupid n funny, mana tau turned out to be stupid, lame n annoying....esp the professor Klon guy...and its in malay without subtitles...argh!! Malaysia....Why????? so wats next? Lipas-man? Burung-man? or Anjing-man? haha...anyways...i advice everyone NOT to watch this movie...unless u wanna contribute to Malaysian artists and make them haf more money to film more cacat movies like this...bt IF u really wanna knw how bad it is...mayb u can download it...i guarantee u will stop the movie n delete it after half an hour...seriously...it's THAT annoying... cannot tahan man...some parts were funny bt others was jz lame n stupid...kla...i've said enuf for my RM8 down the drain...if u dont blif me then go watch la...tell me how it went after tat...haha...

even the poster oso not nice....haih...

Rating : 2 Star out of 10

Atas-Tarikh

2006-11-27T21:28:00.000+08:00

Alot happened throughout this week or so...i was too lazy to update...haha...sorry...had a formal birthday party the other nite...was fun...1st time see my classmates all dressed up n stuff...food was good, frens, music not so good but it was ok...haha...i had fun...

And i shall skip everything else tat happened cos i cant remember...haha...So, Yesterday and the nite b4 we had Skynews video shoot...man..it was fun bt i had to do the most embarassing thing...haha...i had to bang into a glass...its to tell the congregation tat there's no church on 9th and 23rd of Dec...it was painful n funny but i dont mind...im made to do stupid things like tat...haha...to all those in skyline...watch out for the video this saturday/ sunday...and pls...dont ask me to do it one more time or anything like tat....cos i knw u guys are cruel like tat....haha....

anyways...my mom booked my one way ticket to KL last nite...and after tat i had another "thinking session"...or as Alex calls it, my "thinking too much session"....hahaha...yes alex, i shall go read a book...bt i was jz thinking about nxt yr n wat im gonna do, my choices, and after all this m i gonna regret or anythin..bt i jz felt so assured tat things are gonna be fine...i jz had this calmness in my heart..even thou im gonna leave everything behind, leave my comfort zone bt i knw tat i'll bring along the most important thing there wif me...My Big Guy...so i'll be fine...

This friday's gonna be my LAST paper...my seriously LAST paper....Woohoo!!! i cant wait dy...all these friggin' exams....Finally Officially Over...!!! so do pray for me and i'll hang out wif all u guys soon...hahaha...YAY!!!!!!!

Secrets?

2006-11-20T22:50:00.000+08:00

Saw these on Postsecret.com....it spoke to me...hahaha...nola nola...jz tells how i feel rite now i guess...

Blah Blah Blah...

2006-11-18T09:42:00.000+08:00

O-levels over.

SPM coming.
Goin crazy.
Thinking Too Much.
HELP.

I was thinking n reflecting jz nw...suddenly felt like i haf no one tat i can talk to...like rili rili talk to...tat sucks doesn't it? It's like my rubbish bin theory again...everyone has one...bt not me...u ask me why don't i haf one? i dont know...seriously...especially now, i feel like cos im leaving, i tend to close up on other ppl cos i don't wan it to be like super hard when i leave, so according to newton's third law of motion "Every action has an equal and opposite reaction"...everyone else is closing up on me too...including my close frens...from church, everyone is busy with their own life..and from skool, some jz wudn't understand and those who does...i dunno wat happened between us...guess we jz drifted apart...which upsets me...i wanna knw wat happened, was it bcos of me? bcos of the circumstances? watever...i jz wanna knw...Bt somehow...it's expected...

Jz had a small fight with my mom...was telling her tat they're driving me crazy with all the exams...bt there she was again with all the "It's all for ur own good" crap...so i jz do wat i found out was the best way to avoid big fights and words tat r nt so good or feelings in my heart tat r not so Nice...one simple action...Walk Away...so i did...and now im here, listening to loud music and taking it all out here...doesn't rili work for me actually...i wanna like go sumwhere far far away and scream my lungs out...mayb i'll go one of these days...since can drive ady...anyone wanna come wif me? 4 ppl welcomed to join me in my car...

Pic taken on the way back from class trip...

Oh ya, i went for class trip tat day...wednesday to thursday...we went to OBS...will update again another time cos no mood now...tats all la for now...chiaoz...

Dropping In...

2006-11-06T17:44:00.000+08:00

hey all...been rili busy lately wif my O-levels, school telematch + tug of war and spm...so cudn't find time to blog...well anyways, there r 9 papers in my o-lvls but im down to like 4...yay!! cant wait for it to finish...then i'll haf one week hols...!!! then SPM...dang it...so spoiler...haha...so the skool telematch was great...we had loads of fun preparing n cheering (until voice oso gone)...the young kids were cooperative n stuff so it was easier for us also la tat they support us so much...they even send sms to my classmate telling him tat they'll support us 100% and help us be the champion...all i can say is...WOW....

O-levels has been ok ok la...dunno how my results will be...hope it's not terrible cos i had so many distractions throughout this whole time and come to think of it...i havent been studying alot...only last minute then study like mad...mayb im good at tat, mayb not...oh well, we'll jz see how it goes la...let go and let God...

oh...it's BGR season again...=P quite a few of my frens r like in "special-friends" or "in a relationship" mode already...haha...happy for them but also kinda worried..bt i trust tat they knw wat they're doin la...remember guys (and gals)...don't do wat i wudn't do...hahaha...Eunice's famous phrase....oh and one more phrase..."take things slowly" hahaha...

As for me...im still single...still happy...haha...im leaving soon dy so there's no point in finding someone rite? im not so desperate loh ok? hahaha...bt there's one thing tat i really hope will come true...tat is...i hope tat the friendship i haf with tat particular someone will last...i dont wanna like go KL then lose contact wif my close frens here...i knw tat things will definitely change bt i jz hope tat mine will be a special case...haha..God help me...

Here's something i thot up for myself and for one of my friend...so here goes..

When you want something,
Fight for it,
Do whatever you can to get it,
But don't lose yourself on the way.
Don't be afraid,
To look for happiness,
Don't throw away your chance,
To change your future.
Don't look back in 10, 20 years time and ask "What if I had..."

Old Farts Gathering

2006-10-29T08:15:00.000+08:00

Well, hellow...my skool exams ended btw...hahah...and now its O-Lvls season...but im not here to talk about my exams again...haha...im gonna post about our hang out last thurs...It was jz to catch up wif one another n stuff...the nite started out wif a few of us in Jesselton's Bella Italia for dinner...There was...

Josh

Audrey

Jeremy
And Me!!!

we got there like super early...7 sumtin already we started ordering and stuff...
1st there was this thing we all dont knw of..but jz eat la...u knw...chinese...haha...

Unknown-nice-to eat object

Mine..Penne with mushrooms n smoked salmon

Then Audrey's Spaghetti Carbonara

Josh's LasagnaAnd Jeremy's Spaghetti dunno wat...this was the dish
of the night..haha...the pasta was suppose to be like RM18 only
but then the waitress go ask him if he wans to put fish or prawns on top
and he thot it was like tat...so he said prawns...mana tau after he added prawns
It became RM 35!! hahaha....joker....

After that at around 8..we finished everything already... oh...Daniel joined us too but he dont let us take his picture...funny reaction...too long to type...so jz knw tat he was there too...haha...so we talked...and laughed...and made fun of singapore...

Can't you see how funny we were...hehe
And we continue taking random pics...

Sorry some of the pics were quite dark...the place was kinda dark and i dont dare to use flash cos later ppl will look at me...and i shy oh...hahaha...well after that...aound 9.45pm...we went over to Starbucks Warisan...Yes...Starbucks in KK...hahaha....we were joined by..

Eleni..Funny pic of her...dunno wat she do to her face...hahaha...

And Rachel...she dont wan me to take her pic tats y it looks funny...haha...*Evil*

So many of us but not enuf seats so we had to share...
Dan: Wat r u lookin at??
Josh: COFFEE.....
Dan: Mine...All Mine.....

Eleni : COFFEEEE........
Jeremy: Don't care...200 Bucks...haha...

After tat we became nice so we shared...
Josh: Eyer....unfair oh...
"Sharing Is Caring"

Took Pictures after tat...

Aud and Rach (spot the pimple...hahahah)

Aren't they jz so comical? hahaha...

Eleni (kakak!!) and Aud (Dai Jeh)

Last but nt least..Aud Rach n Me!!
the 2 KL ladies im gonna join nxt yr...haha...

Miss hanging out wif this old farts la....but its ok...nxt yr i'll be an old fart n go to KL too!!! haha...we've got a plan for next yr for all the KL ppl...dont worry...you'll be informed soon...heheh...so tat was about it la for the nite...got home quite late but i had lotsa fun...Miss you all so much...haha...And all those who r still not back yet...tula...who ask u dont come back...miss out all the fun...hahaha....(u thot i was gonna say i miss u too rite??) hahahaha.....yala yala...i miss u too...=P

Joke of the night : Goes to Daniel!! haha...his 15 Bucks joke got him this award...

Quick Update

2006-10-15T19:13:00.000+08:00

Your Life Path Number is 11

Your purpose in life is to inspire others

Your amazing energy draws people to you, and you give them great insight in return.
You hold a great amount of power over others, without even trying.
You have the makings of an inventor, artist, religious leader, or prophet.

In love, you are sensitive and passionate. You connect with your partner on a very deep level.

You have great abilities, but you are often way too critical of yourself.
You don't fit in - and instead of celebrating your differences, you dwell on them.
You have high expectations of yourself. But sometimes you set them too high and don't achieve anything.

What Is Your Life Path Number?

Exams this time round is kinda relaxing...one day exam one day rest...but then again...on the rest days we haf tuition...tomoro's tuition is from 8.30-10.30am and then from 3-7pm...FUAH!!! u knw how tiring tat is?? haha...btw, to those who r not in malaysia anymore "FUAH" is the expression used in a KFC advertisement here on TV n Radio...really funny la...haha...so anyways... im doin good...not yet crazy...u knw rite when i go to church...when all the uncle aunties see me...all they ever ask me is "So how's ur exam?", "How's preparation??", "When are u gonna come back n play again?"...and all i ever can answer is "hehe, ok ah..." (fake laugh) and "Soon...Soon..." haha...its ok la...at least i knw they care...hahaha...

Sermon today morning was "5 Keys to a healthy courtship"...Some of the jokes were really funny...like the one about the valley of the shadow of death..and the "lower please"...hahah..good la...althou some of the things we alwez listen already bt then we jz gotta keep reminding ourselves rite? hehe...so anyways...jz waiting for dinner la now...so come n update abit...

Countdown till im out of KK : Around 2 more months only...

And I Was Bored Too...

2006-10-01T22:00:00.000+08:00

Got this from Nad's blog...and yes...im bored...

A - Available: Not really
A - Age: Sweeeeeeeeeet 17
A - Annoyance: People who don't knw tat they're annoying..haha

B - Best Friend: Aiya...i knw they knw...haha
B - Beer: Don't drink n drive
B - Birthday: 26th March every year

C - Crush: Haha..Crushed..
C - Car: Yeah i gt car..wanna ride isit?
C - Candy: somehow it reminds me of lil nerdy aaron carter singing...ergh...

D - Day or night: Night...Dreamland
D - Date: HoliDates...haha
D - Dog or cat: Definitely Dogs...hate cats...

E - Easiest person to talk to: Fran, Nad, Kim...oopps tats 3 person...
E - Eggs: I love eggs...like tat weirdo from the Amanda Show...haha...
E - Email: Eunice-mail? haha

F - Favorite Month: December or January
F - Favorite color: Any kind of blue...recently started to like yellow...=P
F - Favorite Memory: the time when my whole family went to China together...

G - Gummy Bears or Worms: worms...
G - Giver or taker: depends
G - Gum: Yes...Spearmint...

H - Hair Color: Dark
H - Height: not tall
H - Happy: yeah...most of the time

I - Ice Cream: Ok Ok La....
I - Instrument: Guitars for sure...piano oso ok...
I - Idol: The Geeks...hahaha...

J - Jewelry: my necklace, ring n bracelets
J - Job: Student...
J - Jail: Is whr those bullies who beat up the kid outside CX are....

K - Kids: Love kids...hehe
K - Kickboxing or karate: Kickboxing..."Chicken boxing" haha...*inside*
K - Kindergarten: Kenyalang Kindergarten...

L - Longest Car Ride: From Miri to KK
L - Last person you talk to: My mom

M - Milk flavor: Original full cream...
M - Most missed person(s): Fran, my bros, n u who will nvr notice
M - Movie Last Watched: Click..i knw i outdate bah! haha...

N - Number of Siblings: 2
N - Number of Tattoos: 0
N - Name: Eunice la...ish...

O - ONE WISH: For me to know...only...
O - One phobia: Losing loved ones..
O - One regret: haih...what's done is done...

Q - Quick or Slow: Slow..hahaha...
Q - Quiet or Loudmouth: Loud la...Eunice woh...

R - Reason to smile: Life itself...
R - Reality TV Show: Can't think of one now
R - Reasons to cry: Leaving all of you

S - Song Last Heard: Hillsong United - From God Above
S - Season: Malaysia only got summer
S - Shoe: sport

T - Time you woke: today was around 9am...
T - Time Now: 10.13pm
T - Time for bed: When i feel tired

U - U love someone: Yeah Yeah....
U - Unpredictable: What i'm gonna do...
U - Underwear: What about them?

V - Vegetable you hate: Bittergourd...
V - Vegetable you love: dunno their names...haha...
V - Vacation spot: 7 wonders of the world...

W- Water flavor: What? My water only got one flavor...
W- Where are you going to travel next: KL
W- Weather right now: Dunno...cant see...

X - X-Rays: Calvin's presentation
X - X-Rated Porn: hahaha...nvr watch b4...

Y - Year you were born: 1989.
Y - Year it is now: 2006.
Y - Yellow: Yellow House!!!! *Yeah it was all YELLOW.....*

Z - Zoo Animal: Freedom-less....
Z - Zodiac: Aries
Z - Zoolander: haha...Funny movie...

Checking In...

2006-09-18T22:00:00.000+08:00

Hey all...jz realised tat i havent been updating for a long time now...has all been my crazy emo stuff..haha...so here i am...so watsup? LOTS....let me try to tell everything la ok? hehe...Have been super extra busy cos of my O-levels which is from the 26th Oct till 13th Nov...so soon already...starting to get into the panic mode...not tat im not ready la...jz tat im abit worried cos i dunno how the exam's gonna be like...summore my timetable's crazy...after my skool exams finish which is on the 19th, one week later is O-levels...then after tat is SPM...wah...i think after this i haf to move house already...right across the street to Bukit Padang Hospital...hahaha...

Oh...and also...Next yr, my class is Yellow House!! hahah...preparations are goin well but kinda wrong timing cos actually last time's sports meet stuff all start when the ppl are actually in s3...this yr they change the system n let it start when we're s2...so i guarantee our final term exam results will be greatly affected...and there's no more cross country nxt yr cos of the road widening project...teachers think it will be too dangerous...so u knw wat we haf instead?? telematch kinda stuff...we're suppose to "babysit" all the younger ppl..for 3 days...3 friggin' days...!!! 30th Oct - 1st Nov...jz hope everything will go fine la...

anyways, u knw sumtimes u jz randomly think of a song to sing and once u start, u cant stop? it jz keeps playing in ur head, and no matter how hard u try to get it out, it's still stuck? hahaha...few weeks ago it was "Public Affair - Jessica Simpson"...u knw how annoying it is? i keep hearing it on the radio bah...and it plays in my head over n over again...ish...and today's song-of-the-never-ending is....*drum roll* Perfect - Simple Plan...at least it's better than public affair la...hahaha...

tats it la this time...if any of u wanna share ur song-of-the-never-ending jz leave a comment ya...haha...

Piercing Whispers #3

2006-09-08T23:23:00.000+08:00

Disconnection

I find it so hard to get through to you.
What do I have to do?
What do I have to say?
Everytime I try,
It just gets harder for me.

Maybe it's me,
Maybe I'm being too immature.
Guess now I'll just have to grow up,
To become more like what you want me to be..

But no matter what,
Please know that I'm always here,
Always ready to listen,
Always having your back.
Anytime.

Piercing Whispers #2

2006-08-29T16:02:00.000+08:00

You've gotta know when love is over.
You've gotta learn to carry on.
And with the world upon your shoulders...
You walk away when hope is gone.
When your golden road has reached the end...
You find the strength to start again.
You'll know...
There's a time for love...
And a time for letting go.

Piercing Whispers #1

2006-08-26T08:31:00.000+08:00

Hope.
Is there always?
Happiness.
Does it truly exist?
Everytime after the light,
Darkness comes once again.
This never ending story,
Draining everything I have.
This deep hole filled with feelings,
In and out I fall,
Over and over again.
When will I really get out?
Will there be a next chapter?
Will there ever be a happy ending?
Guess we'll just have to wait to find out...
Question is...
How Long?

Football

2006-08-22T15:18:00.000+08:00

Fan??

Yes...Fan of Steven Gerrard...Fan of England...

I think by now Nad will be like "EUNICE....YOU ARE FAN OF BRAZIL..." hahaha....yes...im a Brazil fan too....but then rite...the Penskin for Brazil very ugly bah...hahaha...so i bought the England one instead...nvm la...share the love...

Holidays = Boring

Pirate Post Entry #1

2006-08-12T14:42:00.000+08:00

so...exams over...yay!! haha...but still...i haf nuttin to talk about...so im gonna start on this new series called Pirate Post...since im such a movie person (cinemas or downloaded =P) im gonna talk about the movies i've seen..hehehe...jz for fun..and bcos im bored...

so anyways..went out last nite with class mates to watch Click by Adam Sandler..I thot it was good...very funny, meaningful, and brings out some values in life...It's basically about this normal working family guy who works super hard so tat his family can enjoy life and haf everything he couldn't haf when he was young (typical lah)...but, he was getting so fed up bout his life, his job, having to cope with his family n stuff...so he then decided to find a universal remote control to make his life less complicated (cos he cant even turn on his own tv at home)..mana tau this remote control can control his whole life...everything about him...can rewind, fast forward, pause and everything la...and then everything goes wrong and he tries to lose the remote but cannot...in the end.........

guess u'll jz haf to go watch it to find out wat happens...hahaha...

Rating : 7/10

Current Series Addiction : House MD

Reasons.

2006-08-08T22:00:00.000+08:00

Exams + Laziness
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ABANDONMENT.

Will post again soon when exam's over and when i'm free...heheh...mayb no one's reading already...haha...nvm la...SS only...

Decisions N Destiny

2006-07-04T16:18:00.000+08:00

Have u ever wondered whether u haf made a wrong decision? Whether it was the right thing to do, and how u're gonna live with it the rest of your live...

recently, i keep thinking about my decision to take O-levels n leave nxt yr for KL...i knw i'll b faster than all my classmates, like goin into college n uni..but then again...am i ready for it? am i ready to leave everything behind? am i ready to leave my frens and family? am i ready to live alone without my parents? all these thoughts haf been running thru my mind..like sumone in my head keeps saying "u ready meh? u sure or not oh?"

n the other day i was chattin with a leader of mine who's not in KK...she told me tat sumtimes when we go thru life, decisions to make n everything, sumtimes we'll doubt the things we choose but in the end we jz haf to alwez believe that God has a purpose for everything to happen and tat He'll alwez be there to guide n to lead...i knw all tat but why do i still feel so "uncomfortable" inside? isit jz bcos im feeling sad about leaving this place...? or isit sumtin else?

Hope
Do I have the courage,
To get out of this cave,
To leave this rainy day,
To experience sunshine once again?

Waiting.
For my rescue.
Praying.
For a miracle.
Holding.
Onto My Faith.
Hoping.
For a Saviour.

So Far So Good...

2006-06-23T19:04:00.000+08:00

Hi...So...Been kinda busy this week...alot of things happening in skool...all the interclass sports n stuff...everyday also like stay back in skool to support them n cheer for them...very fun oh...cherish it alot also since i can nvr do it again...sigh~ think about it also i sad oh...dont wanna think anymore la...hehehe...so yea...skool's good...everything's goin fine...start of a new semester...everyone like very hardworking already suddenly...cos results werent very good bah...alot of us din do very well...hehehe....

Oh...World Cup Fever....Aussie is IN man...hahaha...cant blif it oh...geng bah...but for me...still brazil all the way....dont care...hahaha...and also...cant wait till fran gets back...she not yet even reach KK already got so many plans oh we all...hahah...excited bah...

hmmm...goin out now..update again some other time...leave u with a pic of a lil cute guy...

Lil Jon...So cute kan? haha...he's all grown up now...can talk a bit also...Big boy dy...hehe...

School...

2006-06-15T20:10:00.000+08:00

Skool started this week...was kinda dreading it...cos still like in the hols mood...sleep late wake up super late n stuff...hahaha....then 1st few days of skool....can hardly open my eyes during class...summore like got back all the exam papers n stuff...wasn't as good as i expected it to be...so im determined to work hard this term n get back my dignity...for myself...hahaha...seriously... im like so good in class now...cos i remember wat we learnt in camp...studies is important...and we shud do everything excellently...so yea...im gonna be excellent in class...which means no more sleeping n fooling around in class... hahaha...i can do it...i knw i can...maybe i can...hopefully i can...please tell me i can...hahaha...

so anyways...i got myself a new chatterbox cos my old one not working leh..."bad id" or sumtin... hahaha...and i jz watched the united we stand dvd...wah...so nice oh...and u knw wat? their youth started exactly like how our youth started...in a house...with only a handful of ppl...with one acoustic...but then...they nvr give up hope...they continue growing and making youth groups fun...and look where they are now?? awesome rite? (i feel like im over using this word..bt nvm) haha...so i believe if we work hard on our dreams...nvr give up on our faith n hope in the Lord...UQ can go far...We can do great things...Amen? =)

yeah..tats wat i was thinking...it's my blog so i can say anything i wan...haha...=P

Best Camp Ever...

2006-06-10T10:44:00.000+08:00

Camp was SO awesome...UQ was a wonderful work of our Great Dad up in heaven..

Don't know wat else i can say...everything was jz so good...im really glad tat our paths n ps tim's met...he's a great preacher, a good friend n he's someone who's not ashamed of who his God is.. he's one of those ppl who can make us say "wow, i wanna be jz like him.." haha...bt u knw wat? we can.. cos God made us all from the same substance...from His Spirit..so all of us, having the same spirit in us...can be all tat we wan to be, all tat we can be, all tat He created us to be...

For more about camp...jz go to the Yahoo Groups la...i said everything there...jz post pics la..haha...

Suppose to be a Camp Band pic..then everyone else came in...as usual la...u knw we all Yo!s like to take picture so much..haha..got group pic bt not on my camera...next time la...

Me and Nad...missing Fran...=(

Me and Isaac messing around after UQ...i was suppose to be taller, bt how come like he still taller wan? hahaha....

Ps Tim and Me...hahaha...

Too bored to function...

2006-06-06T12:46:00.000+08:00

Holidays...getting on my brains...all the late nites...i think every nite also i sleep not earlier than 1am oh...hahaha...every nite also out...yum cha, jamming, dinner, movies, sleepovers...all those stuff...one week down...another week to go...but tomoro we're leaving for camp already...hahaha... really cant wait man...im so excited about camp and also UQ...hahaha...

so anyways...im jz too bored rite now...my mom n her frens are making pau together outside...which woke me up jz now...i've been sleeping too much...bt tats good..rite? haha..yeah.. dunno wat to say...dunno wat to do...jz wasting my time...and yours too rite now...continue reading la...i dont mind...hahaha...

oh...and one more thing...hahaha...

Yet Another Exam...

2006-05-25T16:17:00.000+08:00

Hahaha...actually exams not over yet...but tomoro we only haf computer...so we take it as a bonus early holiday!! hahaha...actually in a way..i AM studying now...juz by playing the computer...ain't life good...?? hahaha...

so anyways...my this exam went quite well...i din pull off all my hair or jumped off my balcony...hahaha...but i do haf some fried brains...want some? anyone? hehe...im so glad tat exams are over....cant wait for the rest of yr...dunno wat will happen...apart frm me studying, and studying...O-levels are coming so soon!! i cant blif i haf less than half a yr already...and to think about leaving KK...man...i DO wanna leave...to start anew and everything..but to think about wat im gonna leave behind...whether or not i will ever see my frens again...sigh~ dont wanna think la...like alex alwez say...i shud find sumtin to do...read a book or sumtin...hahah...if i dont think too much also i wont be called Eunice la...haha...trademark oh...

Dear God, I pray that the rest of a year or so that i haf in KK will be good and memorable...i pray tat everything goes well with my exams and all...and for all my friends...i pray that You'll use this short time to pull us closer to one another...even in skool...i pray that You'll help me make an impact in my class, help me to bring ppl to You...and also in youth...that i'll encourage new guitarists to rise up b4 i leave..that i'll help to grow each of my cell mates (hahaha..like in prison oh)...take their hands and touch their hearts...i just hope that all of these friendships will last thru the distance and differences...and most of all...I pray that i'll continue to walk with You thru all these times...Thank You. Amen.

All these ppl who r not in KK anymore...hahaha...
Fran: Come back quick eh!! hahaha...im waiting...
Ben : Mana lu sudah oh?? long time no chat...
Nat : u also....nvr call or sms or anything wan...haih...forgotten all about us already la some ppl...

I Wonder...

2006-05-12T23:35:00.000+08:00

I was thinking jz now...about last last week when i had my 4 ulcers and i told my classmate joyce about it...it was during PE and while we were warming up (ie, running on the field) she prayed for me...she jz laid hands n prayed for me...i was thankful n shocked at the same time tat sumone wud actually do tat...but come to think of it...why shudn't they?

everytime we sing songs like planet shaker's "Not Ashamed" or like United Live's "Jesus we're loving for Your name, We'll never be ashamed of You..." n stuff like tat...but are we really doin it? are we really not ashamed? why dont we dare to share the gospel with our friends? why r we afraid to pray in public n stuff like tat??

after tat incident...i really repented n now im trying my best to live out loud for God...to glorify Him in everything tat i do and to walk the talk...or song..or watever...hahaha...Lord, I pray that You'll help me...give me the courage to live out loud for You...thank you...

2006-05-02T18:43:00.000+08:00

this post is gonna be very...erm..."inside" if u get it u get it...if u dont...then jz move on with life...dont come asking me ok? cos i dont thnk i'll tell u oso...hahaha...

~ I'm glad things worked out between u 2...remember,dont let lil things spoil our half a yr ok? =)
~ I hate all 4 of u...make me cannot talk...please get outta my life....hahahah...
~ Did u knw wat i went through jz to say one word to u? i hope u know...
~ I wish you express more of ur feelings...i feel like i dont know you...
~ I miss you lots...wish u were back here so we can go out yum cha n stuff...miss those times in ur room on tuesday nites...like u said in ur card...
~ I want to be close to you, but i dont know how...
~ Do you know tat i really care about you? i would do anything to prove tat but i dont haf a chance
~ I hope you all know tat im always here for u no matter wat..

All these are posted for different people...some of u wud knw who some of it is meant for...but the others who dont...nvm la...the world is still turning...jz assume nuttin happened n move on with life ok? hahaha...bye~

Long Time Coming...

2006-04-27T20:29:00.000+08:00

Another blog tag...again by benji...Ben, so free ah u?? hahaha...

List down 5 unknown facts about yourself!
1.i haf this safety pillow which i had since very young..its old n kinda dirty...bt i love it..haha...anyone who dares to touch it or throw it away...DIE...haha...
2.i can sleep almost anywhere...even on the toilet seat...hahaha...
3.i can play by ear very well...Praise God for that...heheh...
4.i have stayed in a total of 8 houses since i was borned...which means average...2 yrs move once...haha
5.i like to shop...but only when i haf the money...hahah

List down 5 known facts about yourself!
1.im the 1st girl guitarist in church...=)
2.im very lazy n alwez finding a way to sleep...
3.i like to watch movies n drama series...hahaha...
4.i m 17!!! can get my license next month!! hahaha...
5.i Love My God with all my heart, soul and mind...thank u...

Now Tag 3 People!
whoever wans to be tagged shall be tagged...

so anyways, havent been updating often cos of skool work n stuff....super duper busy...and last week went to timbua...had a great time there with the mozzies which made my right foot swollen...so big u knw...ish...painful...and wat else ah?? i also duno oh...hahaha...i'll post again when i thot of the right thing to say...nw brain not really functioning n my right eye is tearing...dunno y oso...im not sad ok? i think got sum infection or sumtin...hahah...okla...chiaoz!

Another Blog Tag...

2006-04-05T16:32:00.000+08:00

Got tagged by Ben-Ji...hahaha...

Four jobs I've had:
1) Eat Sleep Play (the best one)
2) Worked for Eric Foo once..was good..got sum more? haha..
3) Baby sitting lil kids...for free summore oh....ish...
4) Camera gurl...
5) erm...being bullied? professionally oh...without fail...haha..

Four movies I can watch over and over:
1) Big Daddy
2) A walk to remember
3) 50 1st dates
4) Longest yard

Four places I have lived:
1) Kapit
2) Kuching
3) Miri
4) KK

Four TV shows I love to watch:
1) One Tree Hill
2) The OC
3) CSI
4) House

Four websites I visit daily:
1) Friendster.
2) Friends' Blogs
3) Yahoo!
4) someone's site..haha..

Four of my favorite foods:
1) Mom's cooking
2) Seafood...esp with drowning stuff...haha..*deng x9*
3) Little Italy
4) Anything tats edible n nice..

Four places I would rather be:
1) Heaven
2) Perth? hahaha...i do...
3) On a beach somewhere relaxing...
4) With tat person...hahaha

Four bloggers I am tagging:
1) Nad
2) Esther
3) Joanna
4) Auds

Random stuff....

2006-04-04T18:22:00.000+08:00

Isn't he cute? hahaha...this was in church...we were paying attention ok?? this was during announcements...hehehe...see the person behind? still playing with fon *shakes head* sigh...i wonder WHO it is...hahaha...

special post for Nat - Hey dude...gonna miss u alot man...gonna miss the times we sang together...anywhere anytime...haha..."My BOO...." and also gona miss u leading worship...remember home? hahaha...jz hope u'll come back soon to visit us...hope u haf fun there n continue to keep in touch wif us ok? dont be sombong...=P OH! one more thing...one of this days im gonna try ur Port View tom-yam to see wat exactly do u LOVE so much about it...hahaha...okla...u take care n i'll chat wif ya soon...God Bless...!!

A Wonderful Memory

2006-03-28T14:59:00.000+08:00

my infected lymph node is feeling much better already...the swell is getting smaller...hope it'll be gone soon...haha...oh n for those who don't know...my bday jz passed..was on the 26th...Sunday la...hahaha..

it was by far the best i had...after church that day pete bought cake for me n they all sang happy bday song to me in the worship team debriefing room...haha...thanx man...and tat nite i had a simple party with all my closest frens...from church n also frm skool...it was kinda hard to entertain all of them cos they like separated into 2 groups...haha..but we all had fun anyways...at least i did...around 25 ppl came...had dinner..talked..push ppl into the pool n jz hang around...heheh...missed Fran n Ben thou...Ben called me up to talk for a while...thanx ben...we miss u...haha..and Frances Lyn Mei Shen wished me happy birthday on her blog...uiseh...hahaha...Thank you!! miss u too..."I..........WISH u were here" hahaha...remember?

so yeah...my bday started well...and also ended well...real well...very happy about it...wanna knw wat happened? ask me personally la when we're chatting or sumtin...dont wanna say here...hehehe...so...jz wanna take this opportunity to thank everyone who came...Thanx for making my last bday here so memorable n happy...thanx for the prez ( Nad n Kim too) hahaha..only u knw wat im talking about...and also...thanx to YOU who treated me so nicely throughout my whole week cos u named it my "birthday week"...and most of all thank my parents for letting me haf this party n also the freedom...hahaha...

and one more thing i wanna say is...I CAN DRIVE SOON!!!! hahaha....

here's a post from ben's blog...jz feel tat its a very meaningful n sweet passage...so yeah...hope u enjoy it n also learn sumtin from it...i know i did...*grin*

Holding Love's Horses

I met my wife 15 years ago. She was the most attractive girl I had ever laid my eyes upon. It wasn’t just her obvious external beauty, but she possessed an inner spark.

We got married in September 1995. And I have not regretted the decision ever since.

February not only marks the month of Valentine’s Day, but the month of our engagement 11 years ago. Sandra has shown to be not only a beautiful companion, but a true and faithful partner in every sense of the word. I remember a period when we were struggling financially, literally living from hand to mouth. I turned to her apologetically, feeling a deep sense of disappointment that I could not better provide for her. But before I could say a word, she reassured me that even if we had to sell nasi lemak to stay alive, we would do it together.

How can you not love a wife like that? Thankfully, no one has yet to taste our version of nasi lemak.

For many years during our younger days, there were loads—I am tempted to use the word ‘toads’, but I’ll refrain—of guys who had Sandra on the top of their list. One time, I casually mentioned to a group of friends that she had just entered the room, to which one of them remarked without provocation, “Dream on, brother!” Well, I did just that—I dreamt. And I’ve never stopped dreaming.

It was, however, a long wait to see that dream come to pass. It was only three-and-a-half years later before I had the chance and courage to tell Sandra that I had ‘feelings for her’. She then asked for another six months to ‘consider’ before she could give me an answer. Talk about stopping someone in their romantic tracks. But since I had already waited patiently for 42 months, I figured another six couldn’t hurt.

Now, I believe that the more precious the dream is, the longer the wait will be. Hearing Sandra say ‘yes’ to me after four years of waiting was an indescribable feeling. And I would not trade the entire experience for anything else.

Nobody likes to wait these days. Everything about modern technology is designed to cut any time lag. Hollywood’s own fall in-fall out kind of romance is a popular path of love for young people today, yet so many of them have been left hanging, hurting and in need of healing. It’s sad to note as well that those who have walked the road before have chosen to remain silent by the sidelines.

Silent is not what Sandra and I have decided to do with our union. We see ourselves as a team, one that can make the difference in the lives of emerging men and women, husbands and wives of the future. We want to see marriages that last. We want this generation to understand that if people are willing to spend at least three years to earn a degree, they should be willing to spend substantial quality time towards building a relationship that should last a lifetime.

It's something to think about amidst the flowers, chocolates, candle-lit dinners and soft toys. Whether hitched or ditched, we hope you would remember that the most cherished things in life come to those who wait.

By,

Pastor Kenneth from Acts Church

Oh Happy Day?

2006-03-24T21:42:00.000+08:00

Elops people...jz wanted to tell u all tat i haf an infected lymph node...somewhere on my throat...underneath my ears...is swollen...haha...feels like a boil but then the doc says its infection...thot i had a boil on my face...Argh...it wud ruin my life...haha...jk...but thank God it's not...so now jz haf to take the medicine n hope it goes away...soon...hehe...

so anyways...jz really bored...nuttin to do...still waiting for my movies to finish downloading...so im here...hahaha...oh...tat day me pete n kim were talking about the standards we set for our future partner...N we came up with one simple solution...no one is perfect...no one can fulfill all the criteria..and even if he/she can...doesn't possibly mean both of you will be together...so yea..still waiting for the best...=) N anyone who wans to knw more about LDRs n Love at first sight...shud go visit Fran's blog...a lot to read there...haha...all "chim" n meaningful...good stuff good stuff...

okla...i duno wat to crap about already...hahah...till next time...cant wait for tomoro!!! will tell u wat happen after it's done...hahaha...!!!

Here's a nice lil pic of Jon...hehehe...CUTE kan?? He's holding a bible...start young bah.. Hahaha...actually got another pic of him acting strong...bt its with nad so nvm la...enjoy this one...hehehe...

It's Been A While...

2006-03-19T21:40:00.000+08:00

So..watsup?? hahaha...havent posted in a while...was hols ba...so very busy oh...even busier than during skool days..sigh~ it's actually not good for health...haha...

Monday - i din do anything the whole day..only until 4 sumtin went for tuition then straight after tat went for dinner with Alex, Kim, Nat n Rachel in Wagamama..was good fun...eating "Halibut" n all sorts of japanese stuff...haha...after tat went to Yoyo to yum cha then head on home...

Tuesday - woke up at 7 sumtin jz to go jogging with Alex, Rach n Nat...was so sleepy...but we had fun...saw a scorpion (yes, a real life wan) and a dead bird...haha...after tat went for breakfast n then went home to rest...tat nite went for CS session...wah...FUN oh...so much strategies n shouting n shooting goin on...hahaha...

Wednesday - Skool frens day...in the morning..Gilbert,Thad,Tim,Steph,Amanda n Kim(this one is church wan) came over to my hse to bake cheese cake...ahaha...Gilbert was the chief baker n we baked 2 cakes...was nice rite? smells so good n the taste oso very nice...then in the evening, Calvin came...he n Thad went for worship prac with me for a while then we went for dinner n came back home..then Ian n Ivan came over..played Risk, watched initial D, Russell Peters n One Tree Hill...then 4 of them stayed over at my place...

Thursday - Didn't sleep a lot the previous nite cos we were all playing around n stuff...n at 5 plus we had to go to Joyce's hse to prepare food for our class trip...so all of us were like so damn tired n sleepy...so in the bus on the way up..i was sleeping the whole way...din know about the rest la...i knw i did...all the way up n all the way down...haha..i was in charge of games during our class trip..Tim was my assistant...was kinda nervous at 1st but thank God tim n tee lin helped me..so everything went ok...i think we all had fun...haha...perasan oh...so anywayz..at nite was Kat's bday party...my dad was sending me to her place bt we got lost so Sam Tan came to my rescue...he picked me up n brought me to Kat's hse...haha...then i slept over there..was my whole cell...plus Kat of cos...heheh...

Friday - Sleep over went pretty ok for me...i fell asleep at like 1 sumtin cos i was to tired from the previous sleepover n class trip...they all talked tilll like 3 sumtin or so...hahha..then in the morning...made pancakes..sam came over to eat...then around 1 sumtin we headed to my place to finish our picture presentation for Youth nite...was kinda worried la...didn't finish it on tat day...then me n Kim went to KFC for dinner n went to the Lee Hom concert...she forced me to go...haha...i was so tired oh...n there were so many ppl there...can only see him a bit...Very liang zai oh...hehehe...

Saturday - Woke up at 10:30 cos Nad called me...haha...then 2 went over to her place to continue on the project...she did most of it la...i was playing with jonathan n Jerry..they were baby-sitted in her place so i also take the oppotunity to play with them...hahah...so cute oh...eyer...at nite...was youth..the picture presentation competition thingy went ok...Bernice's group got 1st..haha...

Sunday - Went to church in the morning then after tat lunch n a movie...we watched Date Movie...PLEASE DO NOT WATCH IT...IT'S A WASTE OF MONEY N TIME...IT'S THE WORSE MOVIE I'VE SEEN....thank u...hahah..then rach n kim came over to my place for a swim...we were learning to dive...n we keep Splat-ting...pain oh...hahaha...then i went for dinner n now im here typing this...hahahah...exciting n busy hols...sigh~ goin back to skool tomolo...bye bye holidays...bye bye waking up late...bye bye late nites...hehehe...

will update some photos soon...when i feel like it...hahaha...okla...tats all for now..signing off...

Funny Videos

2006-03-10T19:11:00.000+08:00

Have been watching some whacked videos lately...all super funny wan...haha...here's a good wan...like our idea of shooting a MTV...here's sumtin to inspire ourselves...

Blog Tag!!!

2006-03-10T17:20:00.000+08:00

woohoo!!last day of exam today!! freedom!! hahaha...anywayz...kena tagged to do this stuff...so here goes...

Rules:
1. The tagged must come up with 10 different points of their perfect other.
2. Need to mention gender of target.

My idea of the perfect MAN (not boy..haha) would be someone who : (and in that order as well)

1. Is a freak for God...sounds familiar? hehe...yeah...it's a MUST to love God...

2. Knows how to surprise me...as in know more "sweet things" than i already do...haha...

3. Is my best friend...sumone i trust n can talk to...share every single thing n moment with...some1 who knows me inside out...

4. Can get along with my group of crazy friends...haha...Kan? Fran? Nad? Kim? Ben? All this weirdos must approve of him...haha...

5. Loves music as much as i do...bonus points if he plays an instrument...or at least can sing...if can play Guitar or Piano...total meltdown for me...haha...

6. Can go crazy with me...not jz b serious n "in a relationship" kinda mode...but can go around yum cha sit in yoyo for 5 hours straight n after tat stare at the wall kinda crazy...haha...drive all the way to kudat just to watch the sunset or go bungee jumping wif me...haha...

7. Has a plan for the future...dont wanna be in a short term thing...so of cos haf to think long term...ambitions, where to study where to live n stuff...quite important hor?

8. Kind, Caring, Understanding, Loving...Can make me laugh...hehe...

9. Wants the best in me...and in return i'll want the best in him...get it? if not...nvm la...hahaha....

10. Least important is.....Looks...hahah...if he's cute...woohoo...Thank God...! but if he's not tat cute...no probs...it's the heart tat matters most...

Status : Still waiting...

Of cos we all know tat no one is perfect...but this is my standards la...i dont think anyone can fulfill all of them...if got...tell me eh...hahaha...I wanna tag...Frances Lyn, Foo Lynn, (nope they're not sisters btw...haha) and Bernice...hahaha...Haf fun gals...

Exams...

2006-03-07T23:17:00.000+08:00

ARGH!!! I hate this frickin exams!! wont be updating this week...haha...its 11:15pm now n i jz finished studying my chemistry n bm for tomoro...having a brain-ache now...gonna go sleep...chiaoz ppl...

Thanx Frances Lyn Mei Shen for remembering my birthday...hahah...

Memories...Checked.

2006-02-25T15:12:00.000+08:00

Most of our lives are a series of images,

They pass us by like towns on a highway,

But sometimes a moment stuns us as it happens,

And we know that this instant is more than a fleeting image,

We know that THIS moment,

Every part of it,

Will live on forever...

A walk down memory lane as time flies by and as things change...
All this things will remain in my memory....As long as I live...

If i dont get Amnesia...hahah...

"Ain't that thweet"??

Just Thinking...

2006-02-21T21:54:00.000+08:00

Hey all...Been thinking alot recently...and drawing too...I dunno why but i always like to think of "What If"s...If u know me well u wud know...i like to think a lot...sumtimes too much...which is nt really good for me cos it'll get me so worked up even thou it hasn't or wudn't happen...sigh~ Why oh why do i haf so much free time to think? hahaha....

anyways....i was thinking about me leaving...Where shud i go? When? Will i feel alone? Will i haf sumone there for me? it's my 1st time staying away from my parents...can i do it? Will i stop goin to church? Will the ppl there be too "different" for me? What if i dont even get the chance to leave? Man.......I really dont want to but it's jz in my mind...I wish i haf sumone to talk to or sumtin to do jz to get all these things of my mind...I miss my brothers, I miss Fran, I miss Ben...All those ppl whom i can always talk to...about anything n everything...they're all far away...They're all moving on...Is it gonna be the same when i see them the next time? Is everything gonna change? I'm jz glad tat i still haf Nad, Kim, n Colours...at least i knw sumone is there...But most importantly...i haf my bestest fren in the whole wide world...The Only One...

And i jz read through Paul n Mich's Blog...i think tat it's a good thing tat they've decided to do...Please keep them in ur prayers if u knw wat im talking about...they need all the support n prayers alrite? Once family, Always family...and we've got everyone's back, everytime...no matter if u're far or near...always know that u haf us here...Don't worry alrite?

I guess tat's all from me this time...Gonna go sleep...Get everything off my mind...Tomoro's gonna be a new day...A better day...Actually cant wait for worship prac tomoro nite...hehe...Gonna play some real cool songs...some of the "FAV"s if u know wat i mean...Ben, got ur ever famous "Give us clean hands"...haha...miss the monkey behind the drums man...and Fran, time zone STILL the same lo...go on9 more often eh...hahaha..mayb real life better la (haha...u knw wat im talking about) ok la...tats all folks...Adios Amigos!

The Good Old Days...Miss those times together...=)

Missing In Action

2006-02-18T12:18:00.000+08:00

So last few weeks had been really busy...Sports Day and all...We got overall 3rd place..beaten by Blue house by 0.5 points...was kinda disappointing la...but its ok la...over dy...summore we all next yr then senior 3..haha...next yr our turn to work hard...but this yr can really see my class cooperating already...all of us put our hearts n effort into the things we did...in marching, dancing, events or watever...all of us did our very best...and when we were beaten by 0.5 marks..we were all so sad...most of us cried...haha...semangat ma...but after everything was said and done...this yr's sports meet turned out to be one of my very best...=)

so this week...back to skool as usual lo...but i was sick this week...very sick...cough, sore throat, fever...so went to see the doc n everything...feeling much better now...Calvin had an operation on tuesday...Valentine's Day...haha...so me, vania, steph, ian n thad went to buy him some fruits n a comic book..as gifts la...but then we saw this car selling all the nice helium balloons saying "Happy Valentine's Day" so we bought one for him too...didn't get to see him tat day cos his operation took longer than we expected so we went home b4 he came out..but went again on thursday..spent the whole afternoon there...man, so many ppl went to visit him oh...like almost our whole class plus other class ppl and oso the senior 3 ppl...i wonder if anyone wud visit me if i was in the hosp..hahah...mayb no one come except my parents...haha...

and one more thing...Kowa fell into the drain on her way to SMC on wednesday...hahaha...got her leg injured...now still recovering...poor her...hope she'll get well soon...same goes to Calvin...he's still got to rest at home for 2 weeks...heheh...so anywayz...we had our a-maths test today...was ok la...dunn whether can pass or not...next week got bio test summore...sighz~
Cant wait to go youth later...havent been for the pass few weeks...really miss it...hope nuttin's change n i wont be left behind...hahaha...ok la...go rest 1st..long day oh...chiaoz~~

Friends of Senior 2 Xiao...We were behind the camp "resting"...haha...our photographer doesn't wanna be a "kelefe" so we shall tell everyone tat he is Ivan...haha..SS oh...

Before everything starts...Chicken Little costumes with "cute" hairstlye...dont u think? haha...

Somewhere Only We Know....

2006-02-03T22:03:00.000+08:00

Elops! I'm back from Kuching...came back earlier cos was so bored there...so came back yesterday...hahaha...and last nite...went out wif nad and fran to Little Italy for dinner...was kinda packed bt we had a place so it was ok...after tat at around 10pm went over to Nad's place to bake chocolate chip cookies...hahhaa...we found the recipe on9 n after tat we start....no idea how it wud turn out but we did it anyways....we had fun...didn't we? "SHMILE....." hahaha...

Mixing everything together...hahaha...aren't we happy?? =)

Our cookies....wanted to take a pic earlier but we forgot so take when it's in the oven...haha

Posers with cookies...cant really see it but nvm la...haha...

AND today...3 of us wanted to do sumtin different...sumtin we nvr did b4...sumtin fun and exciting...so we decided to go on a road trip...and i suggested the beach sumwhere in Putatan cos last time on my way to this Taiwanese Restaurant i passed by n saw tat it was B.E.A.U.tiful so we went there...drove for a lil while then reach there...was kinda far but it was ok...

1st must pump petrol...no petrol cannot go tat far...Putatan is like super out of nowhere wan...haha...

Our "Ali" for the day...Driver...hahaha...

In the car...just reached actually...already wanna take pics...haha...

The food we had...was too much la...cannot finish...see the cookies?? we made wan leh...haha...so colourful n wonderful n delicious-ful.....hahaha....

The stuff i had with me...kinda shows wat i haf and wat i Am....

And the photo-taking session begins...haha...here goes...

3 of us...lying on the beach...hot bah...tats y my face is like tat...hahaha..

3 of us again...we are happy people...hehehe...

Now further away...but still posing...

I took this pic...hehehe...nice leh?

My 2 Best friends walking back from "our spot"

And who's behind the camera??

And the end of our journey...Sot Squad forever!!!

Actually i dont mind being stranded on a deserted island with Fran n Nad provided there's food and a camera..haha...today we had so much fun...jz tat it was too frickin hot...so we went back earlier...and also...after this i dont think we'll ever be coming back to this place ever again anytime soon...Fran's leaving...and nxt yr me n nad leaving too...it's gonna be quite sum time b4 we will even meet each other...mayb we can go on a road trip in Aus? hahaha...find another "spot"...but was really fun jz hanging with them n talking crap n jz having fun...missed those times when we used to go sot every sundays...haha...gonna miss having fran around...no more driver...but jz really appreciate having the both of u as my best frens...we rock! hahaha...SS...anywyz...tats all la...super long post already...hehe...Till next time...Adios!

-Somewhere only we know....-

Back To You....

2006-01-24T18:20:00.000+08:00

hey ppl...sorry bout the last few posts....wasn't feeling very me then...guess im ok now...hehehe... Fran is back...funny la on Saturday...i already knew she was coming back but when i went to pick up andrew n addie to go for youth...i asked andrew where his sis was...then he was like helping her keep the secret so he said "In...England...?" the face bah...so obvious he's lying...like wanna laugh already...hahaha..then i had to tell him tat i knw...Fran, trained ur brother well u have...heheh...

anywayz...this few days din do nuttin...jz go skool come home go skool n repeat the whole thing all over again...CNY is coming...woohoo!!! ang pau!! hahaha...and also im leaving this thursday to Kuching to celebrate CNY wif my family...will be away for around 10 days...will blog if i can go on9...hehehe...

was bored the other day so did some editting of my own...here's one i did....

This gurl was found in a car wif her sis...they lived in there....both her n her sis are malnutritioned n very very skinny....Bukit Harapan brought them in...saw them on Sunday when Auntie Linda brought them to church...they look so happy already now...and so much cuter already...hahaha...

What's Happening??

2006-01-20T18:49:00.000+08:00

I'm so sick of all of this...If only i could run away...If only i could find a way to make things right again...If only i could be a better person...If only i haf sumone to help me...If only i know what to do...If only i could make it all end...IF ONLY....

I really don know wats happening....everyday...All i wanna do is either stay at home alone or go to skool n nvr come back...hanging out wif my skool frens is the only thing im looking forward to...i jz feel tat they're more "down to earth" than any of my other frens...they dont back stab...they dont expect anything from me...they're honest about their feelings n they dont point out my mistakes to make me look bad...they do it to help me be a better person...and for all these...i jz wanna say THANK YOU....for all my frens from Senior 2 Xiao 06'...Colours especially...

Right now i really wanna jz run away from all the things tat're making my life suck....i know tat makes me sound like a total pathetic chicken but i dont know wat else to do...mayb this few days or weeks im not gonna post cos i dont think wat im saying here is actually of any help or encouragement to anyone...so im jz gonna keep it to myself...anyway...thanx for reading...will post again when i feel better or when i feel like it...

Im Posting...

2006-01-12T20:40:00.000+08:00

heylow ppl...sorry i havent updated in a while...here are the reasons why...

1) School started already
2) Im very very busy...everyday also tuition n dance prac in skool etc.
3) Im sorta lazy...hehehe
4) I haf a new place to dump all my feelings (dont ask me where...=P)
5) "And the reason is YOU...." SS only...there's no 5...hahaha...

hahaha...if tats not good enuf for u...then i also dunno wat else to say already...anywayz...lets talk about today la...since 10 days is sorta long to talk about...hehehe...today i went to sch...was very tired cos din really sleep a lot last nite...was coughing my kidneys out...then this morning very sleepy in sch...slept a bit during comp class bt after tat started talking already...haha...then after skool me vania n steph went for lunch in "man tai" cos after tat we haf to go for dance prac...it was ok la...learnt all the new-er stuff cos we din go prac last nite...it's fun thou..my 1st time..haha...and after tat went straight to tuition...we were already an hour late by then bt nvm la...still got to do sum stuff even thou we were exhausted...

okla....now i really duno wat to do...wat to think...wat to say...the only time when i haf fun n not think about how screwed up i think my world is...is when im in sch...isn't tat a bit sad? haha...guess not...if u haf absolutely NO idea wat im talking about...sorry...u will ask me n i shall tell u...sounds good? hehehe....

I thought that this was it,
The end of everything..
Is there anything?
Is it making sense?
Could it ever be,
Could we ever be?
I thought that all of this,
Was really meant to be...
Guess not, not now,
Cause its all in my thoughts...

NiCe Productions©

Happy New Year 2006!!!

2006-01-02T10:53:00.000+08:00

hahaha...its funny tat im posting this on the 2nd of Jan instead of 1st...nvm la...still the same...hehe...looking back on 2005...there's jz so much stuff i wanna thank God for...all the blessings n how he has been so faithful to me...jz too much to jz finish in a post...i knw in 2005 i've been a bit slacking when it comes to God...i nvr spend enuf time n i think my priorities went abit cacat...hahaha...so this yr...im gona change...im gonna start the year well and end it well too...

for me...2005 was a memorable year...so much things happened to me...there was Passion rally...tested our faith n also confidence yea? then there was UQ...hahaha...Big step in a whole new movement...after tat was Planet Shakers...worked a lot...pushed ourselves to the limit...all these rallies n events...helped build us up so tat better ones will be held in 2006...hahaha...

when it comes to people...wow...this one can nvr forget...i remember when the yr was jz starting my mom told me tat my frens from senior yrs wud be my frens forever...i was like "yeah rite la" but sumhow i think the frens i made this yr...really r ppl who i can see still goin crazy with me when we r older...hahaha...really appreciate everyone of u who made my life so colourful n B.E.A.Utiful...appreciate everyone of u from church, YOs, and S1Xiao (coming S2xiao)...hahaha

and in Youth...i think this yr i grew a lot...in the area of music...my guitaring...i went from acoustic to electric...its not easy...and don get me wrong its not a promotion either...its a whole new thing n environment when it comes to music world...acoustic...press chords n move other hand up n down...electric...both hands move...funny chords...bar chords...aiya...know know la...hahaha...thank God for improving me in not only my skills but also my heart...

and this yr the greatest challenge for me was taking up the role of being a CG leader...i nvr expected it to be so soon...but i guess God's timing is the best...gonna make myself improve to be a better leader this yr...and bring up more ppl so tat when we leave we wont be worried tat there's no one to take over...hehehe...

all in all...last yr has been one heck of a great year...im looking forward to this yr being my best...really...my last yr in KK...i can drive (WooHoo!!)...and gonna start it good with my great Big God...hahah..."deng deng deng deng.. deng deng.. deng deng.. cant touch this.." hahahaha...

As the sun sets today, it will still rise again tomorrow to a brand new day...New year, new set of hopes n dreams...Happy 2006!!!

5 Days After Christmas..

2005-12-30T15:38:00.000+08:00

Heylow ppl.....Merry Christmas...hahaha...lag oh...nvm la...anywayz...here to update about my christmas week....christmas shopping cut a huge hole in my pocket...but thank God for blessing me...im not broke...hahaha..and christmas eve...hmmm....went for dinner with my family...this yr nuttin happen in church for christmas eve cos they say we all shud haf family time n like a not so hectic christmas..so it was ok...n kinda boring too...hahha...after dinner went over to fran's place to fold stuff the whole nite and also hang out la..too bad nad had to leave early...but then it was fun la..hahah...and we had a lil drink too...heheheh...not bad yea?

Now for Christmas Day...ahaha...i had fun on christmas day...chuch was good...everything went well...i think the event manager (whoever he was) did a great job...Kat, Chris, Nat and Jo did a geat job doing the song presentation...nat's new nick is boy band by the way...hahaha...and the skit was good too...willy was funny...and i think the message of Christmas was jz so clearly told...yeah...it was all good...hehehe...oh...and no classical music...hahaha...

On Monday...did nuttin i think...only tat at nite went to watch cheaper by the dozen 2 with my bro and kim...3 of us seem to hang out a whole lot nowadays....mayb cos our craziness and whackiness are all at the same level...hahaha...

then from tuesday til thursday i was away at leaders' retreat at Kokol Hills....had a great time there...learning how to be a good leader and also jz to relax and haf fun with everyone...been a while since we all had time to jz sit down and talk about how we're doin n stuff...share and jz talk about practically everything...hahaha...great time guys...great time...oh btw, im an I...hahaha...inside...so yea....3 great days went by so fast...was super tired when i got home cos din get much sleep up there..u know la...talk all nite...hahaha...only gt like 4 hrs of sleep per nite i think..cos im in charge of food so had to get up early n prepare breakfast...oh...speaking bout tat...being in charge of food taught me a lot of stuff..like how to cook n all those things...made me a more independent person...hahaha

so anywayz...got back yesterday evening n was so tired....but u knw us la...how can jz stay still wan rite? yeaps....we went out again to go watch movie...me my bro n kim...watched Narnia...finally..hahaha...it was a good show but the ending was kinda lame..the arow girl bah...she practice so hard and all she did was shoot this slow lil dwarf...stupid oh...and the guy who lead the troops into battle..I think he forgot the lion's name or sumtin...he was like "FOR NARNIA!!! (wat's the lion's name again? OH!).....AND ASLAN!!!" hahahaha....but overall its a good movie la..i din fall asleep even thou i was super duper tired...after that met up with KKK and went for supper in damai...tat time my brain shut down already...blur like crazy...hahaha...

and today..not doin anything until tonite...got family dinner then gonna go meet up with fran they all after tat...hehehe..okla..i knw this one is super long...too long nvr go on9 already bah...hahaha...chiaoz..happy 2006!!!

Is your bottle half full or half empty?

Few Days Before Christmas

2005-12-21T15:25:00.000+08:00

heylow~ so wats been happening around here except for comp, tv, food and sleep? hehehe...ok on sunday...went to church...i wasn't playing...hahaha...tat u haf to know...and after church we went to McD's for lunch...after we finished lunch...din know wat to do so was sitting in McD for like dunno how long talking about wat to do after that...finally decided to go CS...hahaha...too bored bah...during CS...fran was sitting next to me...and everytime she got shot or flash bang-ed...she screams...super loudly...and my ear was like ringing after a few kills...and when i kill her she whacked me...it was kinda stupid...cos everyone turn to look at her when she screams...hahaha...was good fun...and at nite...we had farewell for sharon and ben at john's...

on monday...went to chris's hse to watch them practice for christmas day...was amusing and fun...hahaha...then me Fran and Nad went christmas shopping and to Little Italy for dinner...was so super duper full after tat...went over to nad's place to sleep over...watched a movie then talked the whole nite till 5:30am...then woke up at 8am to go to the island...i know...it's like one week once but wat to do..? we jz love it so much...hahaha...and this time when we went...there was a liang zai...hahaha...SS...anywayz............

din do anything much today...waiting to go for worship practice later...and now...jz...bored...hahaha...okla...will update with pictures after christmas...tats all folks! Merry Christmas!!

Drowning In Sweat And Blood...

2005-12-17T23:26:00.000+08:00

Have u ever felt so "sien" or in english annoyed bcos u feel like everyone's pushing u around...? tats exactly how i feel rite now...im so freaking annoyed with all these ppl who shall not be named asking me to do things last minute jz bcos i wont decline them...it's like super last minute "Eunice can u do this?", "Eunice, get this.", "Eunice, you're doing that"....etc. come on la...it's not tat im being unwilling or im complaining...its jz tat im a human too...i haf times when i need a break...and when other ppl asked me to do other stuff...when im doin it..they show me those kinda faces like im betraying them or im doin sumtin wrong like tat...sumtimes i jz wish i cant do all this things...so tat i dont haf to alwez look at ppl's faces and do watever they tell me to do...u know wat...? im gonna say wat nad alwez say...Screw you.

dont get me wrong here...i respect all of them as ppl who r older than me n stuff...but i juz cant take it anymore...why cant u tell me earlier? why cant u cut me some slack? why cant u jz give me some time to breath? im drowning and no one is helping me...instead they're throwing more stuff on me and making me sink even lower...i juz don understand all this...its almost christmas and i dont even haf the time to go buy christmas prez or cards for my frens...my best fren is back n i dont even get to spend time wif her...i juz wish this week cud be over soon...

Lord, u know how i feel n wat im goin through...i jz pray that u will help me to be strong..please give me the patience and understanding...pls let the ppl understand how i feel too...God, i know tat im gonna be ok bcos u're here with me n if u bring me to this, you'll bring me through this...thank You for everything...Amen.

"If it doesn't kill me, it'll just make me stronger..."

Roasted...Medium Rare...

2005-12-15T20:42:00.000+08:00

heylow people....im all sunburnt rite now....super red hot chili peppers....hahaha...lame...i know...anywayz....we went to Sapi on tuesday...around 20 of us...was fun...weather was great...super hot...funny thing was...the nite b4..me n my bro checked yahoo weathers...it said thunderstorm...so we were kinda worried...but then...turned up so well the weather...this story tells us tat we shud not simply believe in wat the internet says...and pray hard...it works...hahah... oh...when we got to the island...my cam went dead...low batt...how stupid can tat be...so i dont haf any pics to post...mayb when other ppl give me then i post la...hehehe...one word to sum it all up...superb...

and yesterday...woke up at 7 to send my grandparents to the airport...came home at around 9 sumtin...continued sleeping until alex called me...which was around 1pm...was funny la...

Me (half asleep) : Helo?
Alex: OI....still sleeping???
Me: Er......Not anymore.....hehehe....
Alex: Walau....wat time already oh...?
Me: huh?? heheh...
Alex: okla...wanna go lunch?
Me: OK...

then i was awake...went outside to tell my mom i was goin for lunch...got ready n wait for alex to come pick me up...then we went to CP to eat..met up with jeremy n benji...decided to call ppl up n go for CS...played a while then go for worship practice...love this week's songs....hehehe...cant wait for friday and saturday...gonna be so fun! hehehe...

anywayz...today was a super boring day...stayed home the whole day....did nuttin...yeah...how fun was tat? hahaha...okla...till next time...chiaoz~

NiCe updates..

2005-12-11T20:46:00.000+08:00

hey all...been a while...rite? dunno la...really busy nowadays... anywayz...Fran is back...hahaha... Fui Po...hahaha...jk...yesterday had youth then after tat went for supper in Damai...half way through when almost finish...it started to rain...hahaha...terus everyone go home...

then today went church...after tat had a long leaders' meeting...then went to five sails to eat wif Fran and Nad...been a while since we had lunch together there...had lotsa fun...laughed alot too...
hahaha...really miss those times we used to have until we so sick of it...hahaha...jk...after tat had shooting...i was shooting the vocal trainings...like very fun oh...look at them do all the exercise n stuff..hahaha...sit straight....breath...do funny sounds...after tat went home...then go swimming wif my bro...

actually i also dunno wat to say wan bah...juz wanna bore u all with wat i've been doin...hahaha...pls come again...

Love this song........

In Your prescence
Is where my heart is
No other place
Where I want to be found
For there I find You
In all of Your splendour and might
Only You can complete me

No other place I wanna be
In Your prescence is where I belong
No other place I wanna be
In Your prescence is where I belong
With You forever....

Opposites

2005-12-05T18:59:00.000+08:00

you know the sayings "Absence makes the heart grow fonder" and "Out of sight, out of mind"??
It's like totally opposite if u're talking about a person..rite? I guess the one to describe how i feel now is out of sight, out of mind...hahaha...dont ask me why...i also dunno why...if u know wat i mean...maybe not...nvm la...ask me if u really wanna know...like Fran said...there are alot of "unwanted" readers all around....so yeah...

anyways....this week is gonna be a busy week preparing for loaf story and also the bbq on friday nite...and i really dunno wat to say already...tats all for now...chiaos~

Empty...

2005-12-01T00:30:00.000+08:00

hey...long time since i've posted..maybe bcos nuttin actually happened or anything...hahah...hmmm....let me think...on saturday had youth la...talked about hell...hahha...then sunday..went to church...after tat lunch then was suppose to try out th new cinema but then don haf ngam movie at ngam time so went home instead...at nite had loaf story meeting at john's hse...then my brother came back..

monday...nuttin happened...tuesday went to church whole day for skynews shooting...man its so lame...hahhaa...dont wanna watch it oh...gonna be so embarassed...hahaha...then today...went to karamunsing for lunch..did a bit of shopping then came home until 5 sumtin left for worship prac then jz got home now...guess tats wat happened this few days...hehehe

Got sumtin on my mind,
My normal life has been affected...

I don't sleep when I normally sleep,
I don't use so much credit anymore,
I don't try my hardest to do sumtin,
I don't find reasons to do sumtin,
BUT...

I still think about what I normally think of...
Tats the only thing I still do normally.

hahahaha...dont think anyone will get it...nvm! hehehe...=P

Contrast...

2005-11-25T20:30:00.000+08:00

hey...i really dunno how i feel rite now...yesterday...my hse was full of ppl...grandparents, parents n my eldest brother...n today...they're all not here...grandparents went to unc's hse..parents went to retreat...brother went back home...this sudden feel of loneliness is jz so overwhelming...jz makes me think...nxt yr whn everyone leaves...it's gonna be like tat...jz tat it wud be quite permanent...

it's true wat Peyton said in One Tree Hill...everyone always leave...i SO understand how she feels...im not being negative n emo or anything...im jz feeling really lonely suddenly n there's no one for me to talk to or laugh with...no one even for me to look at or smile at...u knw...sigh~

anywayz...not gonna dwell on this any longer...feeling very sad already...don wanna make myself cry or anything...gonna feel stupid about myself if i do...okla...i go watch tv or sumtin...chiaos~

Watching your back as you walk away,
Holding back the tears..
Who knows the pain i feel inside?
Who understands,
What im goin through?
Most of all,
When will I ever see you again..?
I really miss you....

Rollercoaster Ride

2005-11-22T23:48:00.000+08:00

Life is like a rollercoaster ride,
One minute you're up,
Another minute you're down.
The ups and downs never stop,
Until the rollercoaster stops.

Do you wonder why life is like tat?
Why go up and down when you can jz be stagnant?
Why do we haf to go through it?
When we know the higher we go,
The faster and lower when we go down?

I guess it's just made to be like that?
I think that's how it's supposed to be?
I'm still wondering...still thinking about it...
Someone enlighten me...tell me wat u think about it...

Eventful...

2005-11-21T00:40:00.000+08:00

hmmm...let me see...wat has been happening?? too much la...hahhaa...ok...on thursday...in the morning went to church to clean up the media room...nvr thot it wud take tat long man...hahah...after tat while on the way home...reb's car broke down...yeah...it was like 4 sumtin already n i had to meet up with my frens for a movie at 6...was so rush...bt i made it...harry potter... i thot it sucked cos i nvr read the book...bt overall was ok la..i din fall asleep...hahah...

friday...my bro came back! yes...gabriel came back...hahahah....and then at nite...had our CG potbless gathering thingy at Kim's place..invited Ivan, Ian and Calvin...i think they had fun...hahah...watched a movie then went up to the roof...haih...its a really nice place...i love it there...jz to chill n hang out...or even relax ur mind or sumtin..yeah...my fav place...

saturday..went to bukit harapan...was fun la..seeing all the kids bt sumhow its startin to get a bit sienz already like everytime we go there also do the same things only...mayb next time we haf to plan sumtin other than colouring n sing songs...hahaha...then had youth at nite...was fun...had a great time actually...hahaha....

sunday...which is today...went to church...after tat had lunch at five sails...then went home to grab clothes...then head over to kim's place to watch chicken little...was my 2nd time...fell asleep...hahaha...then after tat had dinner there n hang out for a while then came home...was an ok day...tiring la but OK...hahaha...

guess tats all for now...jz wanna update...nuttin much to say already also...hahaha...

Tag-a-thon

2005-11-16T12:57:00.000+08:00

since i've been tagged...here goes...

7 things that scare me :
-cockroaches
-rats
-butterflies
-not being able to see & move
-losing my loved ones
-talking to pastor...hahaha...
-horror movie

7 random facts about me
-i don't like drinking water..explains the fact tat i get ulcer so often tat im used to the pain...haha
-i'm very shy...seriously...i don't dare to exchange stuff whn the person give me the wrong thing..haha..i oso dunno y..
-i can watch movies alone..
-i like adventurous stuff..
-i can sleep alot...as in ALOT...hahaha...
-i dont dare to snatch things from other ppl...i like to let ppl...
-i like to think alot...mayb sumtimes too much..

7 things i hope to do before i die:
-Live..to the fullest..
-bring more ppl to Christ
-bungee jump or white river rafting *hint* hahaha
-get married & have kids
-get a taylor
-visit the 7 wonders of the world...
-John Mayer concert!!!

7 things i can do:
-play guitar...
-swim
-cycle
-roll my tongue
-make fish noise..haha
-make ppl laugh..whn i dont think its funny
-sunburn myself n not care...hahaha...

7 people who should fill this out:
-whoever is bored..
-duNo!
-duno?
-duno..
-dunO
-Duno
-dUno

Blur Week...

2005-11-14T22:37:00.000+08:00

hey all....the past week has been a blur and crazy week....after PS...basically nuttin happen lo...jz keep resting...in this sense it means stay at home n rot...hahaha...oh yea...we went swimming at nite tat day...me alex and ben...funny la...we went there at around 8:30...ben's mom made cheesecake so we had some b4 we went swimming...was around 8:50 when we jumped into the pool...was freezing cold man...we all cudn't talk cos we were shivering...after 10 mins then we ok...but still very cold...hahaha...crazy kan?? after tat waited for kim then we went for supper at anjung...was a fun nite la...laugh like crazy...and got to hang out wif good frens n jz talk...was very fun...hehehe...

last saturday had youth...CG nite..but wif combined big worship...then during CG time was sharing...talked about wat or how PS touched us...was good time sharing...some tears..some laughs..and total fun...hahaha...gonna haf a party this coming friday for our cell...cant wait cos im rotting at home already...

on sunday...went to church...after tat went for lunch with a whole bunch of them in CP..McD..haha...then walked around for a while...bought yoyo (see fran...got yoyo oh...hahaha...u dont haf leh...?? hehehehe....) and went over to john's place to hang out...played risk...then dinner at ah soon....after tat go home...hahaha...

tats all for now...been at home the whole day today...finish watching one of the series tat i borrowed frm my fren...finally...sigh~ ok la...till next time...

Pictures!!!!

2005-11-09T22:09:00.000+08:00

The place was super super packed...everywhere u turn got smelly sweaty ppl....hahahhaha...

Me, Nat and Kim with Henry and Joth the keyboardist....nat's happy cos henry's shorter than him...hahaha....
Me and Mark Peric...the bassist....man he is so chun!! during the worship workshop...phew! love him man....hahahhaa....

Me and Glenn....most ppl wudn't know who he is cos he's not a band member...but he's my fren...hahaha...so yeah...this is him....why like so fake wan my smile...hahaha....

Me and Reggie...guess wat he said to me?
"I'm the biggest blackest blob u've seen..." hahahhahaha....
Ivan, Me, Calvin....SS only la...after the concert....hahahah....
Group photo...dunno who's the purple shirt girl thou...hahahhaa....

Mor pictures next time la...lazy already...take so long time to upload oh...hahahha...I MISS PS!!!!

Planet Shakers ROCK!!!!

2005-11-09T18:43:00.000+08:00

Hey all...Was at PS for the past few days...6th-8th...stayed in Pan Pac with nad, kim and bernice...was SO fun....i miss PS so much now...i mean like...yeah...really really miss it...it was totally awesome man...invited a few of my frens....had very positive response from them...i was so touched and happy for them...its my 1st time actually bringing ppl to church or anything like tat...whn i saw my frens raising their hands, praising God, jumping...tears jz flowed...

God was SO totally there during PS....His prescence was jz so real and everyone from the front to the back were raising their hands...jumping...the scene was so cool...!! imagine every single one of the people singing praises...worshipping God...they even stopped playing music and everyone was jz singing the song...man....was so so so good....

last morning was ps sam evans...so powerful man...couldn't stop crying...and the 2nd session was suppose to be split session but they cancelled it to haf an impartation thingy...so all leaders were called on stage and prayed for then after tat the leaders go pray for other ppl...it was my 1st time i prayed for ppl and they fell in the power of the Holy Spirit...was a very good experience...God was so powerful...one of my frens (Calvin) told me he cried and he fell too...i was like so happy...hahaha...and the other fren (Ivan) told me he din fall but he was shaking...

now i wud really wanna thank one person...NAT!! thank you SO much for being with my frens and looking after them...u haf no idea how much it means to me as i was so busy being a crew and stuff....jz really really wanna thank u man...i believe they feel comfortable with you and u haf also made an impact in their lives...rock on man....

the last nite...had 3000++ ppl in the hall...reggie dabbs was awesome...he was so funny...me and alex were laughing our heads off like crazy person...but his testimony was so sad...made me cry...and after everything finished...autograph session...got my CD signed, broken drumsticks signed by Mike Webber, crew shirt signed...hahaha...happy...

anywayz...i experienced God once again...im renewed...im refreshed...God is jz so real to me...i cant believe tat i haf let all the things in the world blind me from the truth...the ONE...im jz so glad tat He hasn't given up on me...really grateful...really really thankful...

ok la...this was a long post ey? ahhahaha....nvm la...got lotsa things to say bah...very tired oh me...din haf enuf sleep during PS...and today had to go class trip...woke up early again...so now im very very very tired...will post pictures another time....see yaz~

Busy busy busy

2005-11-03T23:26:00.000+08:00

hey all! PS is this sunday...so as u knw...BUSY!!! hahaha...yesterday spent the whole day in church video shooting...man was it tiring or wat? from morning till nite video shoot...almost went crazy...my hands were so tired cos had to carry so much stuff...take the video cam hand held whole day...sigh~

and today...public holiday...for lunch...drove half an hour all the way to beringgis to eat...then drove back...so free hor? ish~ afternoon spent the whole time in front of the comp...then nite went to uncle's hse for dinner...kinda boring la...but it was ok...now im here again..posting...

this sunday gonna check in to sutera...yay!! cant wait...really very excited about PS already...every day also PS in my mind...hahaha...ALWAYS! Always and Forever!!!

anywayz...i gtg la...see ya'll then...bye bye~

Just so u know..

2005-10-31T23:14:00.000+08:00

hey all..to all my "friends" who wan me to die so tat they can get my stuff...wanna let u know tat im alive and well...hahaha..so no stuff for all of u...ha!!

anywayz...last saturday...went to watch corpse bride...and for all of u who haven't watched it yet...don't watch...it sucks...only 1 hour 10 mins and it's very weird...mayb those ppl who like this kinda movie can go watch la..but dont say i nvr warn u ah...hahaha...then went for youth..was cell nite...kinda blur about the whole thing but thank God audrey was there to help...hehe...tat nite got quite a big group...altogether 12 of us...hehehe..."dupch-dak!"

and sunday nite...had a bbq in my hse...a J3Yi gathering...we had like 15 kgs of chicken and 200+ fishballs...7 packs of nuggets and tats all the food tat we haf...ahhaha...we had fun la talking about last time punya stuff and throwing ppl into the pool..unfortunately one fon went in n cannot on anymore..today went for repair dy...hahaha

and today got back my report card...sigh~ not very good la...not bad also...dunno la...dont wanna think about it...cos it's HOLIDAYS!!! but sorta like not looking forward cos im gonna be so bored..i watched all of the movies in the cinema already..except exorcism...i scared ba...haha...so yeah...nuttin to do...hai....good thing i got a whole bunch of series to watch...can keep me behaved for a while...until i finish watching them...hahaha

I think im gonna be so dead....

2005-10-27T00:18:00.000+08:00

heylow ppl~ extra class was cancelled today...and i only got to knw about it when im half way to skool...so i asked my mom to drop me off at damai..went to play CS again wif a bunch of my frens...was fun...again...after tat went to watch movie...was suppose to be four of us...Me, Ian, Douglas and Ivan..but after tat...doug and ivan din wanna go...so left me and ian only...so its jz 2 of us walking around center like 2 crazy person...went into almost all of the shops...hahaha..and then when we got to speedy...guess who i met? Auntie Nancy, Sarah and Andrew...i was like...Oh NO...wat if she simply think or sumtin?? Oh no...oh no....but i still said hi la...polite ba...hahah...but now i think im gonna be so dead if she simply assume tat im wif him or sumtin...sigh~ of all ppl....why her?! hahaha....Fran...ur mommy oh....hahaha....

so if im gonna die...here's my will:

My room- Fran la..cos u ever sleepover
Cd collection- Ivan can take...since he alwez borrow from me...
One tree hill cds- give to Ian...hahaha
Guitar- decided to give it to ben since his guitar strings died...
Camera- ben? photographer....
Handphone- give to Nat la since his one kena confiscated...
My bags- Give to Kim la...
My comp- give to my brothers...they can fight over it...
The rest of the stuff i haf- auction la...then the money donate to Bukit Harapan...

Thank You...

Would you know my name?
If I saw you in heaven,
Would it be the same?
If I saw you in heaven..

Here By Me...

2005-10-25T22:07:00.000+08:00

Been really bored this few days...yesterday...went for extra class la...then after tat went home... was so bored...din know wat to do...rained super super heavily yesterday...then when i looked out the window...i saw the lightning in front of me...scared me oh...hahaha...but very chun la...like almost kena but cannot kena...then around 4 sumtin kat came to pick me up...we went to watch sky high....good movie....i liked it...esp the last part...he was saying "SO...my girlfriend became my arch enemy....my arch enemy became my best friend...and my best friend became my girl friend..." hahahaha...funny la the movie...

and today...kena chased out by teacher from extra class cos bising...he say whoever dont wanna study and wanna make noise can go out...almost half of both classes left...around 9 of us went to damai net to play CS...long time nvr had so much fun playing CS...feel the addiction coming back... oh no....hahaha..oh ya...speaking of CS...pacers wanted to challenge us but it has been a yr since they said tat and we still havent played...hahahha..

i fell in love with this new song by 3 doors down...Here By Me...nice oh...jiwang...

And everything I have in this world
And all that I'll ever be
They could all fall down around me
Just as long as I have You right here by me....

Yay~

2005-10-23T23:20:00.000+08:00

woohoo~! i got a new phone today...hahaha...so happy oh...cant believe tat i can actually get a new phone...hahaha...early x'mas prez from my mom...hahah...

anywayz...had extra class whole of last week...and everytime after extra class we'll go out hang out and stuff...make me so broke already...hahah....only on saturday din go out...cos had to clean my rooms....was sorta grounded...but youth tat nite so also got to get out la...

today was church la of cos...was a great service le this morning...really enjoyed it...can really feel the prescence of God...and during ministry time...woah...was totally awesome man...dunno how to say la..jz know tat its real good...hahaha...and after tat they had audition...yay...got new musicians already!! we can take turns now! yay!!

had video shoot for skynews today...was tiring la...the whole afternoon in church shooting this thingy...hahaha...after tat went for dinner with kat and keira in BK damai...after tat went over to my house got some dvds then go over to kim's hse to watch...jz got back home...tired already la..sigh~ gonna go sleep soon...

Disappointment...

2005-10-18T17:06:00.000+08:00

had extra class this morning...was so boring...nvr listen also...sleep and talk only...after tat went out wif doug and ivan for lunch and hang around damai...then come back..

wat wud u do if u sumone told u sumtin but it is actually a big fat lie?? and if u knew..wud u ask for the truth? but wat if u dont know whether its a lie or there's sumtin behind it...a reason possibly...?
sigh~ this thing has been on my mind the whole day...kinda spoil my day...mayb i shud jz let it go.. there's nuttin i can do to change it...jz really disappointed...tats all...

Cos' I had a bad day
Taking one down
Sing a sad song
Just to get it around...

Im Very Bored....

2005-10-17T18:12:00.000+08:00

A picture paints a thousand words....tats all i haf to say...

Very tired...

2005-10-16T23:18:00.000+08:00

hey...its sunday today...obviously went to church...then after tat went for lunch at nasi ayam CP...so sad kan?? Nad, Nat and Kim went for kenny rogers...they all went for rich chicken while me, Steph K, Bernice, Peter, Benji, Jason, John, Ai Fuah n Paul went for poor chicken...hahaha... had a great time laughing and making fun of labuan...."still water" hehehe.... after tat walked around until 7 sumtin and went for movie wif skool frens...Nad and Kim came along too... was wif Amanda, Steph, Kowa, Calvin, Ivan, Thad and Ian...was fun...watched transporter 2...quite fake la...nice cars only...

then came home at around 10 sumtin...tired and kinda disappointed about sum stuff....thinking about another thing for the whole day...dunno how to handle it...Kim shud knw about it...talked to her a bit jz now...sigh~ I need Fran....hahaha...dont u jz feel so loved? hahahah....SS~anyways...

youth last nite was great....we made an obstacle course in the fellowship room...was about trust la...almost like the E03 wan...jz tat ours better (hahaha)...then the whole CG is blindfolded and they haf to go through the whole course by the voice of the CGL....summore the music was SO loud....all the CGL screamed their lungs out and all they got was "Wat??", "Say again?", "Who are you?" and stuff like tat.....hahahhaha.....was very fun....i enjoyed myself....apart from the fact tat i had a flu n fever yesterday....summore had to shout until my throat pain...hahaha

tomolo's a holiday for us...tuesday onwards is extra class...dunno wat to do tomolo...sure bored like crap...gonna sit at home and see the spider web get thicker and thicker...mite get a job or sumtin...hahaha...if i can...can't wait for PS oh....its 2 weeks away...really really excited already....WOOOO!!!!

kinda hyper nw....suppose to be in bed....but i got some stuff to do...nyehehe....kla...post another time whn i feel like it...chaos...

All done!!!!!

2005-10-15T14:19:00.000+08:00

woohoo!!!!!!! EXAMS OVER!!!!!! I'm free!!!!!!
goin crazy already.....cant blif one week is done and i dont haf exams anymore....hahahaha...
dunno wat else to say....only tat....

FREEDOM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Nice Stuff...

2005-10-13T17:55:00.000+08:00

Love this pic la...dunno why...hahah...im not sadistic ok?? i jz like the way it is...u know...the danger ahead...do u feel the adrenaline rush? hahaha....got nutin to do actually...so post some pics tat i like la...hahaha...

World filled with Love...So cute....heheheh...=) but it sorta looks like the babies wanna dig each other's nose rite? ahahha....nvm....jz think of the good part of it....