Decisions N Destiny

Have u ever wondered whether u haf made a wrong decision? Whether it was the right thing to do, and how u're gonna live with it the rest of your live...

recently, i keep thinking about my decision to take O-levels n leave nxt yr for KL...i knw i'll b faster than all my classmates, like goin into college n uni..but then again...am i ready for it? am i ready to leave everything behind? am i ready to leave my frens and family? am i ready to live alone without my parents? all these thoughts haf been running thru my mind..like sumone in my head keeps saying "u ready meh? u sure or not oh?"

n the other day i was chattin with a leader of mine who's not in KK...she told me tat sumtimes when we go thru life, decisions to make n everything, sumtimes we'll doubt the things we choose but in the end we jz haf to alwez believe that God has a purpose for everything to happen and tat He'll alwez be there to guide n to lead...i knw all tat but why do i still feel so "uncomfortable" inside? isit jz bcos im feeling sad about leaving this place...? or isit sumtin else?

Hope
Do I have the courage,
To get out of this cave,
To leave this rainy day,
To experience sunshine once again?

Waiting.
For my rescue.
Praying.
For a miracle.
Holding.
Onto My Faith.
Hoping.
For a Saviour.