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O-levels over.

SPM coming.
Goin crazy.
Thinking Too Much.
HELP.

I was thinking n reflecting jz nw...suddenly felt like i haf no one tat i can talk to...like rili rili talk to...tat sucks doesn't it? It's like my rubbish bin theory again...everyone has one...bt not me...u ask me why don't i haf one? i dont know...seriously...especially now, i feel like cos im leaving, i tend to close up on other ppl cos i don't wan it to be like super hard when i leave, so according to newton's third law of motion "Every action has an equal and opposite reaction"...everyone else is closing up on me too...including my close frens...from church, everyone is busy with their own life..and from skool, some jz wudn't understand and those who does...i dunno wat happened between us...guess we jz drifted apart...which upsets me...i wanna knw wat happened, was it bcos of me? bcos of the circumstances? watever...i jz wanna knw...Bt somehow...it's expected...

Jz had a small fight with my mom...was telling her tat they're driving me crazy with all the exams...bt there she was again with all the "It's all for ur own good" crap...so i jz do wat i found out was the best way to avoid big fights and words tat r nt so good or feelings in my heart tat r not so Nice...one simple action...Walk Away...so i did...and now im here, listening to loud music and taking it all out here...doesn't rili work for me actually...i wanna like go sumwhere far far away and scream my lungs out...mayb i'll go one of these days...since can drive ady...anyone wanna come wif me? 4 ppl welcomed to join me in my car...

Pic taken on the way back from class trip...

Oh ya, i went for class trip tat day...wednesday to thursday...we went to OBS...will update again another time cos no mood now...tats all la for now...chiaoz...