What's Happening??

I'm so sick of all of this...If only i could run away...If only i could find a way to make things right again...If only i could be a better person...If only i haf sumone to help me...If only i know what to do...If only i could make it all end...IF ONLY....

I really don know wats happening....everyday...All i wanna do is either stay at home alone or go to skool n nvr come back...hanging out wif my skool frens is the only thing im looking forward to...i jz feel tat they're more "down to earth" than any of my other frens...they dont back stab...they dont expect anything from me...they're honest about their feelings n they dont point out my mistakes to make me look bad...they do it to help me be a better person...and for all these...i jz wanna say THANK YOU....for all my frens from Senior 2 Xiao 06'...Colours especially...

Right now i really wanna jz run away from all the things tat're making my life suck....i know tat makes me sound like a total pathetic chicken but i dont know wat else to do...mayb this few days or weeks im not gonna post cos i dont think wat im saying here is actually of any help or encouragement to anyone...so im jz gonna keep it to myself...anyway...thanx for reading...will post again when i feel better or when i feel like it...