Just Thinking...

Hey all...Been thinking alot recently...and drawing too...I dunno why but i always like to think of "What If"s...If u know me well u wud know...i like to think a lot...sumtimes too much...which is nt really good for me cos it'll get me so worked up even thou it hasn't or wudn't happen...sigh~ Why oh why do i haf so much free time to think? hahaha....

anyways....i was thinking about me leaving...Where shud i go? When? Will i feel alone? Will i haf sumone there for me? it's my 1st time staying away from my parents...can i do it? Will i stop goin to church? Will the ppl there be too "different" for me? What if i dont even get the chance to leave? Man.......I really dont want to but it's jz in my mind...I wish i haf sumone to talk to or sumtin to do jz to get all these things of my mind...I miss my brothers, I miss Fran, I miss Ben...All those ppl whom i can always talk to...about anything n everything...they're all far away...They're all moving on...Is it gonna be the same when i see them the next time? Is everything gonna change? I'm jz glad tat i still haf Nad, Kim, n Colours...at least i knw sumone is there...But most importantly...i haf my bestest fren in the whole wide world...The Only One...

And i jz read through Paul n Mich's Blog...i think tat it's a good thing tat they've decided to do...Please keep them in ur prayers if u knw wat im talking about...they need all the support n prayers alrite? Once family, Always family...and we've got everyone's back, everytime...no matter if u're far or near...always know that u haf us here...Don't worry alrite?

I guess tat's all from me this time...Gonna go sleep...Get everything off my mind...Tomoro's gonna be a new day...A better day...Actually cant wait for worship prac tomoro nite...hehe...Gonna play some real cool songs...some of the "FAV"s if u know wat i mean...Ben, got ur ever famous "Give us clean hands"...haha...miss the monkey behind the drums man...and Fran, time zone STILL the same lo...go on9 more often eh...hahaha..mayb real life better la (haha...u knw wat im talking about) ok la...tats all folks...Adios Amigos!

The Good Old Days...Miss those times together...=)