5 Days After Christmas..

Heylow ppl.....Merry Christmas...hahaha...lag oh...nvm la...anywayz...here to update about my christmas week....christmas shopping cut a huge hole in my pocket...but thank God for blessing me...im not broke...hahaha..and christmas eve...hmmm....went for dinner with my family...this yr nuttin happen in church for christmas eve cos they say we all shud haf family time n like a not so hectic christmas..so it was ok...n kinda boring too...hahha...after dinner went over to fran's place to fold stuff the whole nite and also hang out la..too bad nad had to leave early...but then it was fun la..hahah...and we had a lil drink too...heheheh...not bad yea?

Now for Christmas Day...ahaha...i had fun on christmas day...chuch was good...everything went well...i think the event manager (whoever he was) did a great job...Kat, Chris, Nat and Jo did a geat job doing the song presentation...nat's new nick is boy band by the way...hahaha...and the skit was good too...willy was funny...and i think the message of Christmas was jz so clearly told...yeah...it was all good...hehehe...oh...and no classical music...hahaha...

On Monday...did nuttin i think...only tat at nite went to watch cheaper by the dozen 2 with my bro and kim...3 of us seem to hang out a whole lot nowadays....mayb cos our craziness and whackiness are all at the same level...hahaha...

then from tuesday til thursday i was away at leaders' retreat at Kokol Hills....had a great time there...learning how to be a good leader and also jz to relax and haf fun with everyone...been a while since we all had time to jz sit down and talk about how we're doin n stuff...share and jz talk about practically everything...hahaha...great time guys...great time...oh btw, im an I...hahaha...inside...so yea....3 great days went by so fast...was super tired when i got home cos din get much sleep up there..u know la...talk all nite...hahaha...only gt like 4 hrs of sleep per nite i think..cos im in charge of food so had to get up early n prepare breakfast...oh...speaking bout tat...being in charge of food taught me a lot of stuff..like how to cook n all those things...made me a more independent person...hahaha

so anywayz...got back yesterday evening n was so tired....but u knw us la...how can jz stay still wan rite? yeaps....we went out again to go watch movie...me my bro n kim...watched Narnia...finally..hahaha...it was a good show but the ending was kinda lame..the arow girl bah...she practice so hard and all she did was shoot this slow lil dwarf...stupid oh...and the guy who lead the troops into battle..I think he forgot the lion's name or sumtin...he was like "FOR NARNIA!!! (wat's the lion's name again? OH!).....AND ASLAN!!!" hahahaha....but overall its a good movie la..i din fall asleep even thou i was super duper tired...after that met up with KKK and went for supper in damai...tat time my brain shut down already...blur like crazy...hahaha...

and today..not doin anything until tonite...got family dinner then gonna go meet up with fran they all after tat...hehehe..okla..i knw this one is super long...too long nvr go on9 already bah...hahaha...chiaoz..happy 2006!!!






















Is your bottle half full or half empty?

Few Days Before Christmas

heylow~ so wats been happening around here except for comp, tv, food and sleep? hehehe...ok on sunday...went to church...i wasn't playing...hahaha...tat u haf to know...and after church we went to McD's for lunch...after we finished lunch...din know wat to do so was sitting in McD for like dunno how long talking about wat to do after that...finally decided to go CS...hahaha...too bored bah...during CS...fran was sitting next to me...and everytime she got shot or flash bang-ed...she screams...super loudly...and my ear was like ringing after a few kills...and when i kill her she whacked me...it was kinda stupid...cos everyone turn to look at her when she screams...hahaha...was good fun...and at nite...we had farewell for sharon and ben at john's...

on monday...went to chris's hse to watch them practice for christmas day...was amusing and fun...hahaha...then me Fran and Nad went christmas shopping and to Little Italy for dinner...was so super duper full after tat...went over to nad's place to sleep over...watched a movie then talked the whole nite till 5:30am...then woke up at 8am to go to the island...i know...it's like one week once but wat to do..? we jz love it so much...hahaha...and this time when we went...there was a liang zai...hahaha...SS...anywayz............

din do anything much today...waiting to go for worship practice later...and now...jz...bored...hahaha...okla...will update with pictures after christmas...tats all folks! Merry Christmas!!

Drowning In Sweat And Blood...

Have u ever felt so "sien" or in english annoyed bcos u feel like everyone's pushing u around...? tats exactly how i feel rite now...im so freaking annoyed with all these ppl who shall not be named asking me to do things last minute jz bcos i wont decline them...it's like super last minute "Eunice can u do this?", "Eunice, get this.", "Eunice, you're doing that"....etc. come on la...it's not tat im being unwilling or im complaining...its jz tat im a human too...i haf times when i need a break...and when other ppl asked me to do other stuff...when im doin it..they show me those kinda faces like im betraying them or im doin sumtin wrong like tat...sumtimes i jz wish i cant do all this things...so tat i dont haf to alwez look at ppl's faces and do watever they tell me to do...u know wat...? im gonna say wat nad alwez say...Screw you.

dont get me wrong here...i respect all of them as ppl who r older than me n stuff...but i juz cant take it anymore...why cant u tell me earlier? why cant u cut me some slack? why cant u jz give me some time to breath? im drowning and no one is helping me...instead they're throwing more stuff on me and making me sink even lower...i juz don understand all this...its almost christmas and i dont even haf the time to go buy christmas prez or cards for my frens...my best fren is back n i dont even get to spend time wif her...i juz wish this week cud be over soon...

Lord, u know how i feel n wat im goin through...i jz pray that u will help me to be strong..please give me the patience and understanding...pls let the ppl understand how i feel too...God, i know tat im gonna be ok bcos u're here with me n if u bring me to this, you'll bring me through this...thank You for everything...Amen.

"If it doesn't kill me, it'll just make me stronger..."

Roasted...Medium Rare...

heylow people....im all sunburnt rite now....super red hot chili peppers....hahaha...lame...i know...anywayz....we went to Sapi on tuesday...around 20 of us...was fun...weather was great...super hot...funny thing was...the nite b4..me n my bro checked yahoo weathers...it said thunderstorm...so we were kinda worried...but then...turned up so well the weather...this story tells us tat we shud not simply believe in wat the internet says...and pray hard...it works...hahah... oh...when we got to the island...my cam went dead...low batt...how stupid can tat be...so i dont haf any pics to post...mayb when other ppl give me then i post la...hehehe...one word to sum it all up...superb...

and yesterday...woke up at 7 to send my grandparents to the airport...came home at around 9 sumtin...continued sleeping until alex called me...which was around 1pm...was funny la...

Me (half asleep) : Helo?
Alex: OI....still sleeping???
Me: Er......Not anymore.....hehehe....
Alex: Walau....wat time already oh...?
Me: huh?? heheh...
Alex: okla...wanna go lunch?
Me: OK...

then i was awake...went outside to tell my mom i was goin for lunch...got ready n wait for alex to come pick me up...then we went to CP to eat..met up with jeremy n benji...decided to call ppl up n go for CS...played a while then go for worship practice...love this week's songs....hehehe...cant wait for friday and saturday...gonna be so fun! hehehe...

anywayz...today was a super boring day...stayed home the whole day....did nuttin...yeah...how fun was tat? hahaha...okla...till next time...chiaoz~

NiCe updates..

hey all...been a while...rite? dunno la...really busy nowadays... anywayz...Fran is back...hahaha... Fui Po...hahaha...jk...yesterday had youth then after tat went for supper in Damai...half way through when almost finish...it started to rain...hahaha...terus everyone go home...

then today went church...after tat had a long leaders' meeting...then went to five sails to eat wif Fran and Nad...been a while since we had lunch together there...had lotsa fun...laughed alot too...
hahaha...really miss those times we used to have until we so sick of it...hahaha...jk...after tat had shooting...i was shooting the vocal trainings...like very fun oh...look at them do all the exercise n stuff..hahaha...sit straight....breath...do funny sounds...after tat went home...then go swimming wif my bro...

actually i also dunno wat to say wan bah...juz wanna bore u all with wat i've been doin...hahaha...pls come again...

Love this song........

In Your prescence
Is where my heart is
No other place
Where I want to be found
For there I find You
In all of Your splendour and might
Only You can complete me

No other place I wanna be
In Your prescence is where I belong
No other place I wanna be
In Your prescence is where I belong
With You forever....

Opposites

you know the sayings "Absence makes the heart grow fonder" and "Out of sight, out of mind"??
It's like totally opposite if u're talking about a person..rite? I guess the one to describe how i feel now is out of sight, out of mind...hahaha...dont ask me why...i also dunno why...if u know wat i mean...maybe not...nvm la...ask me if u really wanna know...like Fran said...there are alot of "unwanted" readers all around....so yeah...

anyways....this week is gonna be a busy week preparing for loaf story and also the bbq on friday nite...and i really dunno wat to say already...tats all for now...chiaos~

Empty...

hey...long time since i've posted..maybe bcos nuttin actually happened or anything...hahah...hmmm....let me think...on saturday had youth la...talked about hell...hahha...then sunday..went to church...after tat lunch then was suppose to try out th new cinema but then don haf ngam movie at ngam time so went home instead...at nite had loaf story meeting at john's hse...then my brother came back..

monday...nuttin happened...tuesday went to church whole day for skynews shooting...man its so lame...hahhaa...dont wanna watch it oh...gonna be so embarassed...hahaha...then today...went to karamunsing for lunch..did a bit of shopping then came home until 5 sumtin left for worship prac then jz got home now...guess tats wat happened this few days...hehehe

Got sumtin on my mind,
My normal life has been affected...

I don't sleep when I normally sleep,
I don't use so much credit anymore,
I don't try my hardest to do sumtin,
I don't find reasons to do sumtin,
BUT...

I still think about what I normally think of...
Tats the only thing I still do normally.

hahahaha...dont think anyone will get it...nvm! hehehe...=P