Atas-Tarikh

Alot happened throughout this week or so...i was too lazy to update...haha...sorry...had a formal birthday party the other nite...was fun...1st time see my classmates all dressed up n stuff...food was good, frens, music not so good but it was ok...haha...i had fun...

And i shall skip everything else tat happened cos i cant remember...haha...So, Yesterday and the nite b4 we had Skynews video shoot...man..it was fun bt i had to do the most embarassing thing...haha...i had to bang into a glass...its to tell the congregation tat there's no church on 9th and 23rd of Dec...it was painful n funny but i dont mind...im made to do stupid things like tat...haha...to all those in skyline...watch out for the video this saturday/ sunday...and pls...dont ask me to do it one more time or anything like tat....cos i knw u guys are cruel like tat....haha....

anyways...my mom booked my one way ticket to KL last nite...and after tat i had another "thinking session"...or as Alex calls it, my "thinking too much session"....hahaha...yes alex, i shall go read a book...bt i was jz thinking about nxt yr n wat im gonna do, my choices, and after all this m i gonna regret or anythin..bt i jz felt so assured tat things are gonna be fine...i jz had this calmness in my heart..even thou im gonna leave everything behind, leave my comfort zone bt i knw tat i'll bring along the most important thing there wif me...My Big Guy...so i'll be fine...

This friday's gonna be my LAST paper...my seriously LAST paper....Woohoo!!! i cant wait dy...all these friggin' exams....Finally Officially Over...!!! so do pray for me and i'll hang out wif all u guys soon...hahaha...YAY!!!!!!!

Secrets?

Saw these on Postsecret.com....it spoke to me...hahaha...nola nola...jz tells how i feel rite now i guess...

Blah Blah Blah...

O-levels over.

SPM coming.
Goin crazy.
Thinking Too Much.
HELP.

I was thinking n reflecting jz nw...suddenly felt like i haf no one tat i can talk to...like rili rili talk to...tat sucks doesn't it? It's like my rubbish bin theory again...everyone has one...bt not me...u ask me why don't i haf one? i dont know...seriously...especially now, i feel like cos im leaving, i tend to close up on other ppl cos i don't wan it to be like super hard when i leave, so according to newton's third law of motion "Every action has an equal and opposite reaction"...everyone else is closing up on me too...including my close frens...from church, everyone is busy with their own life..and from skool, some jz wudn't understand and those who does...i dunno wat happened between us...guess we jz drifted apart...which upsets me...i wanna knw wat happened, was it bcos of me? bcos of the circumstances? watever...i jz wanna knw...Bt somehow...it's expected...

Jz had a small fight with my mom...was telling her tat they're driving me crazy with all the exams...bt there she was again with all the "It's all for ur own good" crap...so i jz do wat i found out was the best way to avoid big fights and words tat r nt so good or feelings in my heart tat r not so Nice...one simple action...Walk Away...so i did...and now im here, listening to loud music and taking it all out here...doesn't rili work for me actually...i wanna like go sumwhere far far away and scream my lungs out...mayb i'll go one of these days...since can drive ady...anyone wanna come wif me? 4 ppl welcomed to join me in my car...

Pic taken on the way back from class trip...

Oh ya, i went for class trip tat day...wednesday to thursday...we went to OBS...will update again another time cos no mood now...tats all la for now...chiaoz...

Dropping In...

hey all...been rili busy lately wif my O-levels, school telematch + tug of war and spm...so cudn't find time to blog...well anyways, there r 9 papers in my o-lvls but im down to like 4...yay!! cant wait for it to finish...then i'll haf one week hols...!!! then SPM...dang it...so spoiler...haha...so the skool telematch was great...we had loads of fun preparing n cheering (until voice oso gone)...the young kids were cooperative n stuff so it was easier for us also la tat they support us so much...they even send sms to my classmate telling him tat they'll support us 100% and help us be the champion...all i can say is...WOW....

O-levels has been ok ok la...dunno how my results will be...hope it's not terrible cos i had so many distractions throughout this whole time and come to think of it...i havent been studying alot...only last minute then study like mad...mayb im good at tat, mayb not...oh well, we'll jz see how it goes la...let go and let God...

oh...it's BGR season again...=P quite a few of my frens r like in "special-friends" or "in a relationship" mode already...haha...happy for them but also kinda worried..bt i trust tat they knw wat they're doin la...remember guys (and gals)...don't do wat i wudn't do...hahaha...Eunice's famous phrase....oh and one more phrase..."take things slowly" hahaha...

As for me...im still single...still happy...haha...im leaving soon dy so there's no point in finding someone rite? im not so desperate loh ok? hahaha...bt there's one thing tat i really hope will come true...tat is...i hope tat the friendship i haf with tat particular someone will last...i dont wanna like go KL then lose contact wif my close frens here...i knw tat things will definitely change bt i jz hope tat mine will be a special case...haha..God help me...

Here's something i thot up for myself and for one of my friend...so here goes..

When you want something,
Fight for it,
Do whatever you can to get it,
But don't lose yourself on the way.
Don't be afraid,
To look for happiness,
Don't throw away your chance,
To change your future.
Don't look back in 10, 20 years time and ask "What if I had..."