Back To You....

hey ppl...sorry bout the last few posts....wasn't feeling very me then...guess im ok now...hehehe... Fran is back...funny la on Saturday...i already knew she was coming back but when i went to pick up andrew n addie to go for youth...i asked andrew where his sis was...then he was like helping her keep the secret so he said "In...England...?" the face bah...so obvious he's lying...like wanna laugh already...hahaha..then i had to tell him tat i knw...Fran, trained ur brother well u have...heheh...

anywayz...this few days din do nuttin...jz go skool come home go skool n repeat the whole thing all over again...CNY is coming...woohoo!!! ang pau!! hahaha...and also im leaving this thursday to Kuching to celebrate CNY wif my family...will be away for around 10 days...will blog if i can go on9...hehehe...

was bored the other day so did some editting of my own...here's one i did....

This gurl was found in a car wif her sis...they lived in there....both her n her sis are malnutritioned n very very skinny....Bukit Harapan brought them in...saw them on Sunday when Auntie Linda brought them to church...they look so happy already now...and so much cuter already...hahaha...

What's Happening??

I'm so sick of all of this...If only i could run away...If only i could find a way to make things right again...If only i could be a better person...If only i haf sumone to help me...If only i know what to do...If only i could make it all end...IF ONLY....

I really don know wats happening....everyday...All i wanna do is either stay at home alone or go to skool n nvr come back...hanging out wif my skool frens is the only thing im looking forward to...i jz feel tat they're more "down to earth" than any of my other frens...they dont back stab...they dont expect anything from me...they're honest about their feelings n they dont point out my mistakes to make me look bad...they do it to help me be a better person...and for all these...i jz wanna say THANK YOU....for all my frens from Senior 2 Xiao 06'...Colours especially...

Right now i really wanna jz run away from all the things tat're making my life suck....i know tat makes me sound like a total pathetic chicken but i dont know wat else to do...mayb this few days or weeks im not gonna post cos i dont think wat im saying here is actually of any help or encouragement to anyone...so im jz gonna keep it to myself...anyway...thanx for reading...will post again when i feel better or when i feel like it...

Im Posting...

heylow ppl...sorry i havent updated in a while...here are the reasons why...

1) School started already
2) Im very very busy...everyday also tuition n dance prac in skool etc.
3) Im sorta lazy...hehehe
4) I haf a new place to dump all my feelings (dont ask me where...=P)
5) "And the reason is YOU...." SS only...there's no 5...hahaha...

hahaha...if tats not good enuf for u...then i also dunno wat else to say already...anywayz...lets talk about today la...since 10 days is sorta long to talk about...hehehe...today i went to sch...was very tired cos din really sleep a lot last nite...was coughing my kidneys out...then this morning very sleepy in sch...slept a bit during comp class bt after tat started talking already...haha...then after skool me vania n steph went for lunch in "man tai" cos after tat we haf to go for dance prac...it was ok la...learnt all the new-er stuff cos we din go prac last nite...it's fun thou..my 1st time..haha...and after tat went straight to tuition...we were already an hour late by then bt nvm la...still got to do sum stuff even thou we were exhausted...

okla....now i really duno wat to do...wat to think...wat to say...the only time when i haf fun n not think about how screwed up i think my world is...is when im in sch...isn't tat a bit sad? haha...guess not...if u haf absolutely NO idea wat im talking about...sorry...u will ask me n i shall tell u...sounds good? hehehe....

I thought that this was it,
The end of everything..
Is there anything?
Is it making sense?
Could it ever be,
Could we ever be?
I thought that all of this,
Was really meant to be...
Guess not, not now,
Cause its all in my thoughts...

NiCe Productions©

Happy New Year 2006!!!

hahaha...its funny tat im posting this on the 2nd of Jan instead of 1st...nvm la...still the same...hehe...looking back on 2005...there's jz so much stuff i wanna thank God for...all the blessings n how he has been so faithful to me...jz too much to jz finish in a post...i knw in 2005 i've been a bit slacking when it comes to God...i nvr spend enuf time n i think my priorities went abit cacat...hahaha...so this yr...im gona change...im gonna start the year well and end it well too...

for me...2005 was a memorable year...so much things happened to me...there was Passion rally...tested our faith n also confidence yea? then there was UQ...hahaha...Big step in a whole new movement...after tat was Planet Shakers...worked a lot...pushed ourselves to the limit...all these rallies n events...helped build us up so tat better ones will be held in 2006...hahaha...

when it comes to people...wow...this one can nvr forget...i remember when the yr was jz starting my mom told me tat my frens from senior yrs wud be my frens forever...i was like "yeah rite la" but sumhow i think the frens i made this yr...really r ppl who i can see still goin crazy with me when we r older...hahaha...really appreciate everyone of u who made my life so colourful n B.E.A.Utiful...appreciate everyone of u from church, YOs, and S1Xiao (coming S2xiao)...hahaha

and in Youth...i think this yr i grew a lot...in the area of music...my guitaring...i went from acoustic to electric...its not easy...and don get me wrong its not a promotion either...its a whole new thing n environment when it comes to music world...acoustic...press chords n move other hand up n down...electric...both hands move...funny chords...bar chords...aiya...know know la...hahaha...thank God for improving me in not only my skills but also my heart...

and this yr the greatest challenge for me was taking up the role of being a CG leader...i nvr expected it to be so soon...but i guess God's timing is the best...gonna make myself improve to be a better leader this yr...and bring up more ppl so tat when we leave we wont be worried tat there's no one to take over...hehehe...

all in all...last yr has been one heck of a great year...im looking forward to this yr being my best...really...my last yr in KK...i can drive (WooHoo!!)...and gonna start it good with my great Big God...hahah..."deng deng deng deng.. deng deng.. deng deng.. cant touch this.." hahahaha...



As the sun sets today, it will still rise again tomorrow to a brand new day...New year, new set of hopes n dreams...Happy 2006!!!